"VIOLET GET YOU'RE SKANKY GOOD FOR NOTHING ASS OUT OF BED" mom today it's Saturday why are you waking me up?
"well i've made a wonderful arrangement" she said as she was smiling ear to ear with the evil sparkle in her eye
what is it mom why are you in my room? i say confusion written all over my face "well i've made a lovely arrangement
for you're sister and you are going to cook breakfast dress in something nice preferably a dress we have company coming "
i cooked supper then did my hair i have black and neon purple hair dark grey/purple eyes i did my hair my black eyeliner
mascara and eye shadow and then put on my black veil brides shirt black ripped skinny jeans my finger-less gloves and black converse
i heard people enter the house and my preppy sisters annoying voice i walked down stairs to see the
hottest boy ever jet black hair bangs that swept over his green eyes and a bvb shirt wow was all i can think, he was the boy of my dreams
as i set the table and then mom called everyone in i brought in the rest of the food everyone was already sitting at the table i went to sit down
"what do you think you're doing?!" umm sitting down to eat?... "no you are not this is for pretty girls not skanky ass girls like you"
okay i guess... as i started to leave the boy said "wait she should be able too sit here too she's no different from me or you and you said i could pick a daughter"
what dose he mean pick one of us???? "well hunny i arranged a marriage for one of you guys " YOU DID WHAT?!? " i arranged a marriage " i sat there stunned well I'm going to my room
no need for me to be here as i walk up stairs about an hour later the boy comes up and said im leaving and i said okay bye? "no i mean you're leaving with me i picked you"
umm I'm not going anywhere "you have too one cause i paid 23,000$ dollars for you so you are leaving with or without you're stuff" tears started to prickle in my eyes as i thought about how
ill never see my best friends agen I HATE YOU YOU STUPID JERK i screamed out he just chuckled and said 10 minutes and walked out
all i could do as i packed my stuff was cry and cry and cry i mean what could i do i could try and run away but there's a giant wall around my house
he's such a jerk i don't see why he didn't pick my sister shes way prettier and popular i mean and then I'm some loner with 3 friends
urgh i heard knocking at my door then i realized shit i muttered and ran past him to the bathroom and locked the door i took the glasses case i had and put my razor blades in it
i can't believe i almost for got and i grabbed my pills for depression i never take em but i never know i might end up needing them
i walked past him into my room looked around and walked out lets go i said coldly no emotion in my voice he looked kind of upset but i just brushed it off
as i went down stares i pulled up a floor board under the rug in the living room i grabbed my journal and went by the door my mom had a pissed off face and my sister started screaming
"WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE EVER WANT YOU YOU'RE AN UGLY ASS FAT SKANK" tears prickled in my eyes as then my mothers voice "why cant my perfect daughter be picked instead of this ugly bitch"
few tears fall down my face can we leave now i said as mu voice cracked "uh yes sweetie" the boys mother said with a sympathetic smile as she rubbed my back DON'T TOUCH ME i said
as i walked out and into there fancy limo and as all of us get in i sit down and look out the window the car starts moving and the boy stairs at me me for
10 maybe 20 minutes i turn around and say what... he just stares for a minute then looks away and sighs I'm matt by the way
i sigh I'm still silently crying we get to a house and his mom shows me my room i drop my bags gram my 'glasses case'
and walked to the bathroom matt was walking out of the room just as i was about to walk in the bathroom "hey what are you doing violet" he says softly
nothing.. I'm just going to the bathroom.. "with a glasses case?" yes i need to take out my contacts.. "okay sigh" he walks away i get in the bathroom and lock
the door
i slide down the bathroom door and let the cold metal feeling go agents my skin pure bliss was all i could think of i deserve this then all the names i've been called swerving around in my head
i deserve this i deserve this so much i whispered as i cry as the scarlet red liquid flows down to the floor to create puddles suddenly there's a knock on the door "violet you okay in there" came matts soft voice
why dose it matter to you i say as my voice cracks "i do care I'm sorry for how i acted" can i come in"? uh no i started to panic "violet are you okay?" i accidentally dropped all my blades shit shit shit i whispered under my breath
"violet?" umm just a second you could here the panic in my voice as i scrambled to pick them all up i hear matts worried voice "violet I'm coming in" it stated no NO you can't just wait
hang on i started frantically trying to whipe all the blood of the white floor with a black towel but all it would do is smear it more suddenly the door slammed open i dropped the towel over most of the blood and
looked at "violet take a few steps back" uh why i said trying not to sound so panicked "just do it" NO YOU CANT FORCE ME "violet move or i will move you stray tears started to go down my face i slowly backed up
breath shaking and then sunk down to the floor as matt reached for the towel i closed my eys as one tear went down my cheak he lifts it up and looks at me shocked
"why would you do that to you're self" he says softly ITS NOTHING OKAY JUST LEAVE IT "violet let me see you're wrists now" he said demanding it no. i said simply he grabbed my upper arm then looked at my wrists
oh violet you don't deserve this" yes i do i stated simply then i notest i was in my bra and shorts he seemed to notice too as he saw all of the bruises and burns i quickly grabbed my shirt and ran to my bedroom in tears locked my
door layed on my bed and started writing in my journal..........................................................................
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i hope you guys like it so far let me know what you think of chapter one <3
p.s sorry for any miss spellings!
