I know I'm different,
They all tell me that.
I get called all these names,
Like ugly and fat.
I can't help being me,
i was just made like this.
But they dont care,
They just take the piss.
I look in the magazines,
At all the skinny girls.
I want to be that thin.
And have the beautiful curls.
Maybe I could be like that,
I'll just skip a meal.
I mean it's only one or two,
It's no big deal.
Mum hasn't noticed,
She's to busy with him.
She didn't even tell me off,
When my food went in the bin.
I'm now not eating,
Not like anyone cares.
All I get are horrible comments,
Or those malicious stares.
My bones stick out,
And my skin's so pale.
But I feel like a monster,
A giant big whale.
I fainted yesterday,
I'm cold all the time.
Yet I still feel fat,
My thought's aren't mine.
The voices tell me I'm massive,
I need to be thinner.
Even though I have nothing,
For breakfast, lunch or dinner.
They found me on the floor,
I'd fallen to the ground.
The doctors said it was serious,
I weighed a mere 70 pounds.
I have to stay here now,
And be watched every day.
I have no life left,
They took that away.
Please don't listen,
When they say you don't belong.
I wish I hadn't,
My life has now all gone.
