Narry Storan One-Shots (REQUESTS OPEN)

Yesterday

I was listening to The Beatles- Yesterday and this happened.... It's a bit sad, I will say. This made me cry... WOOPS.

SorryNotReallySorry.. Haha, hope you like!
If it's confusing, PLEASE TELL ME.

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Niall doesn't get it. He doesn't understand how it all came to this; how he ended up in his own house for once in his own bed alone and why he was listening to sad music all on his own. He doesn't understand how he ended up in this position so quickly, where he just sits and complains about life on his own, and now he doesn't have someone to make him feel less than total shit. Today he feels like more shit than he's ever had in his shitty life of being alone.

Niall doesn't get it at all. He doesn't get how it all came to this; where he takes walks alone, and cries on his own, and looks at the twinkling stars that shine and glimmer there way to show him his dark path were there will be no stars anymore. He's by himself while lying on the cold and pointy grass that needs to be watered as it yellows on it's own from lack of care.

Niall apparently said something wrong, and now he longs for a yesterday that would never come. Yesterday, a life where he was allowed to be happy and laugh and smile. Yesterday, a day being where he could look at his boyfriend, the love of his life and left words slip out of his mouth without regretting it. Yesterday, all his troubles just seemed so far away, so far he couldn't see them sometimes. Now it looks as if they were here to make an appearance and here to stay in a world of today.

Yesterday, it felt like he was on cloud nine, living a life where it once felt like a fantasy that could never end.

Only, it did. And that fantasy was only a chapter in the book, the beginning of a very sad book that would never get it's happy ending, only an ending. Yesterday was the fantasy, the short prequel that never blossomed into a beautiful rose that could bring the best and most beautiful happiness. It only created a weed that killed all Niall's happiness, and it killed off of Niall's beauty left in his life.

It was now, well nothing. Niall felt like he had nothing anymore.

Niall believed in his yesterdays, not today. Today was a dark new day. It was so sudden, and it was so painful at how fast it came.

Now, the reason why Niall didn't like his today's and preferred his yesterdays, was because yesterday he had Harry. Harry was the everything in his life, the rose, the stars to show him a path, the happiness, the prequel, the fantasy.

Harry was the yesterday.

And Niall believed in his yesterdays. Niall wanted and loved his yesterday.

But, when Harry suddenly started pushing Niall out the house, and when Harry started telling Niall things like how he wasn't the man he used to be, there had been this shadow of doom lurking Niall. There had been this hurt and sadness Niall had felt.

Why yesterday, or Harry in other beautiful words, had to go? Niall didn't know, because yesterday wouldn't say. Niall said something wrong, probably the words I love you, and Niall now longs for his yesterday.

The thing is, Niall didn't always hate today. He used to love the new today's, a day where he can look at Harry and smile at him and kiss him. A new day, a new path, to just spend with his, now, yesterday. He remember having a really good life, a life where he was just given things, and Niall's never realized how great his life was till now. He realizes he now misses what was so great just a little ago, and how he had everything going his way.

Harry had disappeared, left him, with a simple, 'I can't do this anymore'. Niall would call for him, and Harry never answered or came. Niall lost it all, all the happiness and luck he got from his natural Irish being.

Niall remembers it like it was yesterday... Only because it was yesterday. He remembers it clean and clear and it hurts. Niall remembers walking in the house they shared and he had called Harry.

And when Niall gets another today, he walks down the streets of yesterday, and he walks down the streets of tomorrow that will come and he's just hoping it will come sooner then later. When Niall walks down the empty streets, he'd look in the same coffee shop where him and Harry would go to every single yesterday. But, when Niall looks in the coffee shop today, Harry is holding another boy in his arms, giggling with him, kissing him. Niall watches in shock and when Harry catches Niall looking, his face drops and he gives Niall the saddest look.

Niall only cries and then, Niall realizes something big after seeing his yesterday mix with another. Niall realizes he doesn't just hate his today's anymore. He now hates that his yesterday has ever happened, and he now wishes for tomorrow to never come.

So, Niall continues to sit on the yellow grass and look up at the starry sky, seeing how the stars in the beautiful dark sky had never left him and see that they still lead him to a bright path.

He understands that it is not always right to think ahead, that the best is not always yet to come to him, and show him that the future is way better then any yesterday.. Niall understands that his ending was not near, and Niall doesn't know if it's happy or not but he should accept that his today was hear to stay, and yesterday was never coming back.

But when yesterday, or Harry, came back, knocking on Niall's door, Niall didn't answer. Yesterday was giving Niall his reason, and yesterday was coming back, and yesterday was finally loving Niall for Niall.

But Niall didn't answer. Harry realized Niall would never answer or never come back, just like he did.

And now, Harry wasn't a yesterday. Harry became the past and Niall was now Harry's yesterday. Only this time, Harry never gave up on his own yesterday.

He only cried for his yesterday for him to open the door and give him a chance to explain.

But Niall was too busy, being in his own house for once, in his own bed alone and he was listening to sad music all on his own.

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Hope you liked! If you noticed, if you paid attention, the story sort of loops. The ending is like the beginning. This is sad, I KNOW. But you need sad moments in life and sad chapters. Sooo, here this is! I REALLY liked this one, I hope ya'll did too!