PROLOGUE~
10 years before...
My Bucket-list:
1. Visit the Glowworm caves in New Zealand
2. Stop being so afraid and start living instead.
3. Learn how to surf
4. Say "yes" to anything for a day
5. Sleep under the stars
6. Prank people in Public places and have fun.
7. Go on a carnival date
8. Have my first kiss under the fireworks
9.Learn to live in the present, accept that i can't change the past.
and lastly...
10. A boyfriend who can love me back despite my disease.
"Could i really do all this within a year?" I whispered to myself and tears started streaming down my face.
"Why me!? Why can't it be anyone else!? Did i do something wrong to deserve this!?" I can't resist myself from screaming for some reason.
I started throwing things around my room. I couldn't stop my eyes from crying, it feels like it's automatically equipped.
It's so hard, so so hard to accept the fact that things aren't gonna change. This is reality for me. A reality that i couldn't believe.
I wish this was all just a dream, i beg you! In a blink of an eye I hope this would all vanish. Please!
Why does it have to cause me so much pain? Pain that i think i couldn't handle.
I'm 16 and i still have lots of dreams.
But how could I fulfill it all if I only have one year left?
Lord, please help me.
"I know this happens for a reason. A Good Reason." I told myself convincing that i have to accept the truth even if it's hard.
Yeah, what they said was true.
"Truth really hurts."
