Chapter 2

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Later that night, Danielle laid in bed staring up at the ceiling. Her eyes were low and tired but they refused to shut. Next to her, Adam laid there still and quiet. Every now and then he would let out a heavy breathe. Danielle wondered what he was dreaming about. Was he dreaming about their recent trip to Thailand? Was he dreaming about spending the rest of his life with her? Danielle tortured herself with endless thoughts and questions. Guilt filled up her gut.

She was more than thankful that Adam had been asleep when she arrived home from work only a few hours earlier. She took the long way home trying to get herself together mentally before having to face him. She just knew that he would be up, outside smoking a cig waiting for her. Fortunately he laid in bed, just like he did now, fast asleep.

Danielle, stuck in her thoughts, still couldn't believe what had transpired earlier. 'Do I have feelings for her?' she thought.

'No.' she reassured herself aloud. Danielle had only been with men her whole life. She couldn't imagine being gay. Or could she?

She slowly reached up to touch her neck. She could still feel the pressure on her throat. Her mind glided back to Kate. Just then, it wasn't her hand anymore, it was Kate's.

Before she knew it her eye lids rested on top of one another. But she had no intentions of sleeping, not now. She slid her hand down from her neck to the elastic on her underwear, stopping herself short of burying her hand where she ached.

'No, no I can't' she struggled, quickly moving her hand down from her body to the bed.

Danielle could feel her heart thumping hard inside of her chest.

She rolled over to her side in annoyance. Her back faced Adam, who began to slightly snore. She wanted things to become clear to her but everything was just so confusing. The more she told herself no, that she didn't have feelings for Kate, the more her heart yearned for her.

Danielle began to scroll through memories in her mind. She scrolled specifically through the ones of her and Kate. She could never forget the first time Kate and she kissed. It was the day they filmed episode 7 'Panic Button' of Season 4. When Kate's lips touched hers, she felt electricity shoot down her spine. She pulled away from Kate in shock. That moment was real. Her reaction in that scene was real. For a while she tried avoiding Kate but the more she tried to stay away from her, the more Kate would come around.

Kate acted as if it was just another on screen kiss. Danielle couldn't help but to feel a little upset about that. She tried snapping herself out of it. Believing that her mind was still stuck in character. But she couldn't shake it.

She rolled back onto her back 'Ugh' hitting the bed under her hard with her hands. One thing that her body ached for more than Kate at the moment was sleep. There was only one way that she could satisfy both of those needs.

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Danielle removed her underwear and let her fingers guide her to pleasure. She let her breathing slow. Her heart rate started descending. She buried two fingers deep inside herself. A deep inhale was all she could manage.

In the back of her mind she thought about the man lying next to her. Even though she risked being caught, she didn't care. She really needed sleep right now and this was the only way she could see herself getting any. At least that's what she told herself.

She sat up for a moment and turned to look at Adam. He was still asleep. She could feel her blood starting to flow fast. The intensity of the moment was almost too much. She laid back down slowly making sure she didn't hit the bed too hard so that she wouldn't wake him.

Danielle slowly moved her hips. She slid her fingers in deeper with every stroke.

She slid her other hand down into her wetness and began to rub her clit in nice full circles. Her breathing became deep.

Soft moans escaped her lips. She couldn't help but to image Kate's fingers inside of her while she used her own fingers to fill that void. In her mind she could see Kate watching her. She could feel Kate's lips on hers.

Her fingers became quick.

Before she knew it, she was lost in the feeling of pleasure.

"Fuck"

"Oh fuck"

"Kate"

"Fuck me"

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Adam could feel the bed below him moving. He slowly opened his eyes. It took his eyes some time to adjust but once they did he couldn't believe what he was seeing.

Danielle claimed that she never masturbated but here she was with her hands moving rapid and her back arched like he had never seen. Anytime that he would ask her about doing it she would shut him down. He wanted to watch her get herself off and here, right in front of him was the opportunity.

Adam watched her stroke herself deep in amazement. He could feel himself getting hard. He wanted to touch himself. He wanted to touch her but he knew if he openly acknowledged her that she would stop and probably die of embarrassment.

'She must be thinking of me.' He thought sure of himself.

He laid very still. He didn't want to ruin the moment for her.

Adam watched as her body began to shake. He had never seen her orgasm like that.

'Kate' Danielle moaned, 'Kate, fuck, ah I'm cumming'.

Just then Adam felt his heart fall from his chest to his back. Who was Kate? And why was she thinking about her and not him? Was she having an affair? His thoughts fell dense between his ears.

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