*Nialls P.O.V*
Me and Ash were sat in her living room, she was watching some celebrity gossip show. I was watching her, she's so beautiful. I've missed her over these three years, i've always thought of her, i even thought about going against managment and calling her a few times but then didn't because i didn't want to lose my job. This morning when i heard her mum saying about her not being able to look at anything with me on it broke me, i never thought it would have effected her as bad as it did, like when i got here she wouldn't talk to me and stormed out, i hated that.
"Hey Ni, what's London like?" Ash asked
"Its amazing, you'll love it! There's loads of shops so you can go shopping, the London eye, BigBen, theres loads!" i said
"Really? What type of shops? I heard there's M&M World! Is there starbucks? Is there Nandos? Is your complex big?" she asked with no breath inbetween
"Ash breath, yes theres loads of shops and stuff, we have Topshop, Hollister, New Look, shops like that, yes there is M&M World, starbucks and Nandos, and yes the complex is massive" i replied
"Oh Ni i can't wait to move in with you!" she said but then her face dropped.
"What's up baby?" i asked
"What if the boys don't like me?" she asked
"They'll love you Ash, whenever i've talked about you to them, they always say that they want to meet you!" i said
"You talked about me?" she questioned
"Yeah, just because i wasn't allowed to talk to you, doesn't mean i didn't talk about you. I've really missed you Ash, i know the boys will love you when i texted them whilst you were getting ready they were really excited about you coming to live with us!" i replied
"Oh Thank god! Thats made me less nervous and i've missed you to Ni" she said
*Ashleys P.O.V*
"Oh Thank god! Thats made me less nervous and i've miss you to Ni" i said to Ni.
"I can't wait to show you around London Ash, we can go on trips, when i'm not recording and stuff." he said but then it dawned on me,what am i going to do when he is on tour? I felt my face drop for the second time that day
"Hey Ash,baby whats up?" he said making me shiver at him calling me baby. If only he knew and felt the same way i did.
"When you go on tour Ni, what am i going to do? This is a bad idea i think i should stay in Mullingar, where i belong, i don't know what i was thinking, as much as an great idea it is, its also stupid, i mean your going on tour after a month of being back in London for what three months, what am i going to do then? I just have to face the fact of your famous and don't have time for me, and that you will forget me, i'm sorry Ni but i can't do this anymore, i'm not moving to London and can you please just leave, its easier this way because i won't have been around you long enough for the bye to be painful." i said
"No Ashley, please don't do this, i can't lose you again, you can come with us when we are on tour. You can i mean it please don't do this" he said
"Ni please just leave, i can't go on tour with you if managment didn't want me to talk to you for the past three years what makes you think that they will let me go on tour with you boys? Just go Ni, it won't be so bad when we say bye then" i said standing up
"Ashley please don't do th..." i cut him of by saying "Just go Ni"
With that he stood up tears rolling down his face, which is painful to watch i hate seeing him cry, and walked out the door. I just cried, i fell to my knees, curled up in a ball and cried.
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Forever and Always (Niall Horan Fanfic)
FanfictionAshley Dawson hasn't talked to her best friend in three years. You might think its pointless even being friends with them, but when that best friend is the one and only Niall Horan you may think different. Ashley moved to Mullingar when she was Four...
