Blinded ✧ J.HS

三

Jungkook where are you? Lei tried to feel at everything. The sound of her stick made her insecure. What if people look at her in a negative way? she felt a hand,'' I'm here sis it's ok'' she sighed, the voice of her little brother made her happy. ''Give your backpack to me'' Lei nodded. She opened the door, Jungkook carried her backpack and threw it on the couch. ''I really need a key to I don't want to wait until you're coming back'' he sat down on the couch and put the TV on. She sat down next to him. ''Who's that boy that was with you?'' Jungkook's sudden question attack was a little bit too much for Lei. She raised one eyebrow. ''are you spying on me Jeon Jungkook?!'' she asked. Jungkook laughed, does his big sister thinks he's spying on her that was the ridiculous thought ever. ''No, I just walked along'' Lei coughed. ''Ye of course'' She stood up.

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she went upstairs...

She felt the void inside, the thought: Why am I different than others? kept haunting in her head. When she got this kind of thoughts she always went upstairs. When she opened her room door, it was very warm inside. She opened the window and sat down on her bed. She listened to the traffic, the honking cars, the sirens of emergency service. She held the stick in her hand, tears are welling up. She looked down in the hope that she can see a little bit. She heard everything, but the sight seemed lost now for 20 years. Her feelings were mixed, anger, sadness and hope.

Why can't I fucking see?! she shouted. Something fell on the ground, the door opened. ''Lei are you Ok? '' Jungkook looked at the girl. ''GO THE FUCK AWAY!'' She shouted. Tears are falling, she never been this angry as now. ''What's wrong hey'' Jungkook wrapped his arms around her. She calmed down because she knew she can't win from Jungkook he's too strong.

''Jungkook I just want to see, I want to be normal like others'' It looked like her head exploded off the anger and sadness. She was ashamed of it. She doesn't even know how her brother looks, she doesn't know how she looks like, she doesn't know how her mother looked like even though she's gone now. ''you are normal like us Lei don't say such ridiculous things'' Lei lay down her head on his shoulder.

''I wished I could see for a day'' she whispered while still crying. Then I can see Hoseok too she thought.