I guess, my problem is that because I've kicked everyone so far out of my lives I don't know how to bring them back in again.
How do you go from completely depending on one person to want others to listen to you when you hardly ever listen to them?
Whenever you try to make friends you're just so awkward and it doesn't fucking work because they get tired of an endless conversation about youtubers.
How do you fix an almost nonexistent relationship without never speaking a word of opinion otherwise they'll just end it?
How do you possibly survive all of this?
I just want a friend. Just one friend.
