best friends ✰ ethan dolan

♡ nine ♡

angelina giovanni

two months later ; march 14, 2015

It's been two months since i found out geo was cheating on me with meredith, and also since ethan told me to stay away from him. i did exactly as he said. i would try to talk to him, but i don't want to break down crying again. i broke up with geo, but he's making me act like we're still together, so ethan won't know that meredith is cheating on him. it makes me sick when geo comes up to me and kisses me when he knows that we're not together anymore. sometimes i just want to scream at him in front of everyone. meredith has been giving me death threats every now and then. my depression and anxiety is starting to come back into action. i haven't told anyone that meredith is doing this, causing me to want to self harm.

sometimes i just want to grab a disposable razor, remove the blades, and slit my wrists.

it's saturday right now, and i'm in bed watching netflix, cause i'm bored as fuck.

my bedroom door opens, and my mom sticks her head in.

"honey, there's someone here to see you."

i smiled and instantly sat up hoping that it would be ethan.

but instead, she came in. meredith. my mom left and closed the door.

meredith turned her head to me.

"awh, someone thought their best friend was here." she laughed like an evil queen.

"what the fuck are you doing here?" i say getting up from my bed.

"just wanted to tell you that, you better stay away from ethan."

"you do know that, i already stay away from him.. right?" i raise my eyebrows at her.

"just wanted to remind you.. by the way, go kill yourself you whore." she slapped me.

"ow." i whine, now holding my stinging cheek.

she smiled and left.

i was once again crying. i had enough of this bitch. if she wants me to leave so bad.. then let it be.

i rush into my bathroom and start removing the blades from a disposable razor.

once i do, i take a deep breath,
place the blade on my skin and slit it deep and fast.

"ah fuck!" i yell as i start slitting more.

suddenly i hear hard knocks on the door.

"angelina?! are you okay?" gabriella screams through the door.

"uh, yeah I'm fine, my stomach just hurts really bad." i answer.

"oh okay, well then.. hope you feel better." she said. you can tell she felt disgusted for some reason. i cleaned the blade and hid it in my drawer. i threw away the razor and cleaned the blood dripping from my wrists so no one would notice it dripping.

nathalie giovanni

i stepped on the dolan's doorstep and pressed the doorbell. luckily for me, ethan answered. exactly the guy i wanted to see.

"oh. what's up nat?" he asked me as if everything was cool.

"don't 'what's up?' me, ethan." i tell him with a bit of sass.

"woah... what's wrong?" he put his hands up on defense.

"are you kidding me? why would you do that to angelina?"

"yo, she was lying to me."

"no she wasn't, i have proof." i took out my phone to show him the pictures, but nothing was found except for my selfies, causal pics and vids.

i shake my head while looking down at my phone.

"see, you're also lying. look, i don't have time for the both of you." he shut the door right in front of my face. great. now there's no proof of meredith cheating on him. this is the worst year of my life. especially angelina's.

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hey, idk I'm just reallyyyyy bored I'll PROBABLY update 2 more parts.. or 1 or idk.