As I walk into first period I get a few blank stairs.
Yes I had on name brand clothes and yes I did look like a copy of them, but no one talked to me. It was like I wasn't even there. The only time anyone says anything to me it's usually "why don't you ever talk?" And I usually shrug my shoulders. Or panic and say nothing.
I hate this. I don't know why I can't be accepted. I want to be normal. I want people to be my friend. I want to be included in the laughter, and Saturday night plans. I want to join sports teams. I want to be a better me. But I can't even find the confidence too ask someone for a pencil.
Why. Why am I like this.
Yes I'm a little overweight, but why all of this anxiety and why do I care what others think so much!?
I always tell my self everyday "Alex this I going to be a good day, don't be scared to come out of your 'shell' "
But that shell is jammed shut with a lock and key. There's no coming out of it. I feel hopeless, and lost in a world all alone.
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My Mind, My Leader
Teen Fiction***Not going to give out very much details*** Alex feels all alone in her world.. she goes through so much each day. Read to find out the rest.
