in my culture (and religion) dating someone was forbidden, however as always people digress. living in a western country boyfriend's and girlfriends were common, therefore being in a relationship was normal..as long as your parents didnt find out!
In my head throughout the years i kept a mental checklist for my perfect boyfriend-come-husband once only true love...you know the usual good looking, romantic etc etc. but no one was either worthy or the crushes i had simply werent interested
I was an average teen hoping to find my one true love. You see in my naive teen head i thought I'll only date one person that i thought would be perfect for me and we'll have an amazing relationship and when the time is right we'll pretend to our parents that we weren't in a relationship and 'court' the 'proper' way and get married. Sounds fairly simple right?...nope not really
For starters, up until i was in college at age 18/19 i found myself being the friend to every guy. You know the one that helps him get THE girl (whilst im secretly crushing on him) and to have the guys say repeatedly 'why cant she be as understanding as you' and 'any guy will be lucky to have you' yet here i am waiting and there you are chasing the other girls *insert eye roll*
and that's how life was for me until i started university...
YOU ARE READING
Diary of my thoughts...
Non-FictionThis is basically my life and my feelings, my life seems like something out of a tragic novel which will slowly reveal itself. I am at the end of what i imagine is my story so I'll be looking back to the love i gained and lost.
