My hands are trembling while my voice is shaking.I hate to do this but I have no choice.I couldn't prolong this agony anymore.I don't want him to suffer because of my unclear feelings.I have to set us free.
"You heard me right.Lets break up,"I repeated.He is still skeptic about my words.Who wouldn't be?He saw how devoted I was to him before.
"Why?"He asked.
"I fell out of love."I know that its the lamest reason but its the truth.One day I just woke up with out the love and all the sparks.No matter how beautiful a thing is there is no assurance that it would last forever.
"Thats it?"He asked in disbelief.
"I'm sorry."I bowed down a little.
"What is sorry if the damage is done?"He smiled...Bitterly.
"At least I know my mistakes."I reasoned out.I knew this conversation would be a tough one.
"I was supposed to tell you something but then I realized that you don't deserve to know."He hardly said and stood up.He left me.I was eager to know what he was gonna tell me but he's right.I don't deserve to know.
After the unpleasant meeting with him,I started to live a life again.I couldn't help myself to feel guilty so I isolated myself from men,thinking that I would just end up hurting them.Well,not until this guy came.He was something...He has something that makes him different from all those men who tried courting me.And because of that I opened my heart again.I opened my heart to Adrian.
One day he brought me in a cemetery.He said we were going to visit someone.I was a little bit excited knowing that he's been planning for our marriage for quite some time already.Maybe that its his mother we were going to visit.
My tears started falling and my knees started to tremble as soon as I read the name that was plastered on the tomb stone– Troy Dale Dela Rosa
It couldn't be him right?How could it be him when he was still looking healthy and lively after I broke up with him.
"Hey,why are you crying?"He caressed my back.
"Who is he?"I sobbed.
"He's my cousin.He donated his heart to me 5 years ago.I refused his offer but he told me that I still deserve to live.He said he has no purpose anymore."
I can't help but cry and cry.
"Why?Was he that problematic that he even gave his heart away?"I asked.
"We really had no idea on what is going on with him.He just talked to me one day saying that he thought she was the one already.I don't know who was he pertaining to but I'm sure its his girlfriend--"
I motioned him to stop explaining.I am not sure if its really him but I feel weird and all I can do is cry.
"Thats him."He pointed a small picture frame at the back of the tombstone.
I hugged him tightly and began sobbing again.It felt nostalgic.This feeling was very familiar.It was like hugging Troy again for how many years.
Who could have thought that his heart was still beating for me all this time.
