This shit broke my heart .
- I was at the airport with my friends. Samara, Hunter, Alexis, Riki, Keara, Deandra, Audi, and other people from school. I had first class tickets for me and my friends, weird right? Anyway, we were going somewhere out of the united states. I still had feelings for Alexis, we broke up last year but I can't seem to let him go that easily. He left his sweater near Samara. Then I couldn't control myself. I grabbed his jacket and ran off, again, weird right? Riki and a few other people chased after me, but I was too fast to keep up with. I hid in a clothing store, and I pulled Alexis' jacket over my head. It felt so good to wear one of his jackets again. I looked in the mirror and a big smile appeared on my face. But they caught up to me.
"Please don't tell him." was all I said. Then i started to breakdown and sob. My eyes were a stream of good memories. All i wanted was him. But i don't know how he felt. All i wanted was a second chance. Riki shook his head in disappointment. Then walked off to the group. I hurriedly took off his sweater and threw it at Hunter to make it look like he took it. I walked back to the group and sat down next to Samara. "It's going to be okay." She said rubbing my back. I looked up and Alexis was looking down at me. "Can i talk to you." He asked. I gulped and nodded. I missed his soothing voice. "Why'd you take my jacket?" He questioned. My heart sunk, and it took me time to think about what i was going to say next. I didn't want to fuck up my chance to talk to him again. "Because i missed you. I always did. you never wanted me back. but i did. i made a mistake. and i'm learning from my mistakes. i still have the most feelings i've ever had for anyone. they didn't only go away, they grew more and more each day. you were all i wanted. you were all i had. i fucked up our time to shine. and it was all my fault. i'm sorry." I said, tears falling down my cheek. He opened his arms and grabbed me, hugging me tightly. My stomach had butterflies. I missed his hugs. They were the best. He kissed me then wiped away my tears. "I always wanted you back." He said. "I love you."
i hate my dreams & how much they kill me . lol !
