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"I want you to move to Seoul."

D-did I just heard that correctly?

What am I suppose to say to my bestfriend?we've been inseparable.i bet she wouldn't agree until I tell her the reason why.ofcourse o wouldn't want her to know i have a connection with jimin since,Jimin's her ultimate bias and she's obviously gonna be upset if she knows about this.Besides,i bet even if I move to Seoul we wouldn't have a lot of time to spend with each other considering that he's an idol.it'll just be a waste of my time.

"Hae in?" I snapped out of my train of thoughts and actually took time to consider it.i finally came up with an answer.

"I-I can't."

"Why?you're an independent woman now.you're no longer a kid.you can move to Seoul"

"No it's not that." I let out a sigh before I continue.

"You see,it's not easy for me to move to Seoul just like that.moving here means,I have to leave my bestfriend behind,my memories there behind,my friends behind.im not financially stable yet.im still schooling.i dont have a job.and i bet that we won't be able to spend a lot of time with each other considering that you're an idol and your schedules are hectic.you only get to meet your parents once in a blue moon.they are more important.it'll be a waste of time.i don't wanna be involved in any type of scandals and having hundreds of fangirls attacking me for dating their idol."

Silence wrapped around us.jimin then spoke up.

"I can get you job.dont worry about the other things.i can find a way to prevent us from the other problems."

"Please Hae in,i no longer want us to be separated"

"I know but it's not easy," I sighed.

Jimin held my hands in his and looked into my eyes.

"I love you.more than a friend"

D-did he just confess to me or what?????
I my throat was locked.i couldn't speak.my mind couldn't process the words that were directed to me.im happy that he returned my feelings.should I say I love him more than a Friend too? Is it the right thing? Should I move to Seoul?can I trust him that can find a way to prevent us from the problems I said earlier?

Jimin looked at me nervously waiting for an answer.i snapped out.i took a deep breath.

"I-I love you too.as in Nor as a Friend but as a-"

"I get it" he giggled.

His crescent eyes looked me.a row of white teeth that seemed like pearls appeared before me.i couldn't help but smile.

"O-oh and about moving to Seoul.i'll think about that"

"Really?! Take your time with your decision no rush okay?"

"Haha yes ok but seeing us right now,I really do wanna move to Seoul ^v^"

We drank the remaining of our drinks and had our conversation going.i felt like I was talking to a person who has no fame.like as if we are,

The same.