Dear A,
I am laying on my bed with my headphones in trying to drown out my parents' argument. They are talking about the bills and how deep in debt we are. They keep talking about the expensive doctor bills. I know they will not say it aloud, but its my fault we are in this predicament. If it wasn't for me, we would have plenty of money. If it wasn't for my screwed up knee and my hobby, they would not be at this point.
It seems that the older I get the more they fight. I don't think they will last through the rest of my high school and college years. I believe they are staying together for the sake of me not for their sake. I feel like such a burden on the family.
It's times like these I wish you were here. Holding and comforting me as I go through this dilemma. I wish you were here making everything better. Hell, I would even settle for a phone call, text, tweet, or a facebook message. I just wish I had you to rely on in times like these. Maybe one day...
Love,
D
