Drunk {{TomTord}}

final chapter

A/N: so guys, this chapter is going to be long. This is the final chapter so you guys can know what happens. So yeah. Be prepared! Also, this song gave me inspiration for this chapter.

•Tom•

I looked at the old house. Flash backs flooding my mind. An angry pulse started to fill my body. So I grabbed anything I could find and I through it at the remains of the old house. Drunken tears flowing down my face as I do so.

After a while of drunken yelling and throwing things, I collapsed to the ground. I curled up in a ball and cried. I know that I'm just human, well.. no I'm not fucking human. I'm a freak.. freaks never get happy ever afters. They just get judged. No one loves a freak.

Tyler made that a point.. I probably deserved being with him. Yeah, I love Tord.. but.. how can he love me? I'm a freak! Well.. it's Tord.. he's a freak mentally..

I sighed and got up off the ground. I walked back to the apartment without being noticed. Which I'm happy about. I grabbed the Smirnoff out of the fridge and sat on the balcony. I drank every last bottle I had until I passed out.

•tord•

I had spent the night at Edd's because I was so worried about Tom. I went over to Tom's apartment and took a shower and changed clothes. I looked around and saw new empty bottles. Then I heard a groan come from outside. I ran to the balcony and saw Tom throwing up over the balcony.

"Tom!"

I rushed over to his side and helped him inside.

"Leave me alone Tord.."

"No! You're sick! You need to stop fucking drinking!!"

"No! You need to just stay out of my business!!"

Tom pushed away from me and grabbed another bottle from the fridge and stumbled to the bedroom. I followed and tried to the take the bottle from him, but he closed and locked the door before I could.

I went to grab my handy pistol, but I stopped and realised that I had left it in the bedroom.

Panic filled my body.

•tom•

"Let me in Tom!!"

No. I can't. I can't let him ruin my plans. I searched around the room for tords pistol. Then.. I found it. I found the ammunition as well. I loaded the pistol up then wrote my final good bye to my friends.

I finished off the bottle of Smirnoff and cocked the pistol. I threw the bottle to the side.

"H-hey tord?.."

"Yes Tom?.."

"I-i always wanted a happily ever
after.."

"I can give you happily ever after! Just open the damn door!"

"No! I will never be able to have a happily ever after.."

"Yes you can!"

"No! I'm a freak! Freaks never get happily ever afters!! Especially not me.."

"Tom! Please!"

"No! I-im sorry Tord.."

It felt like time stopped as I pulled the trigger...

•tord•

My body froze as I heard the gun go off.

"Oh god.."
"Tom?!"
"Tom?!?!!"

I panicked at the lack of response. So I kicked down the door and rushed into the room. I gasped and teared up at the site of my dead loved one..

--TIME SKIP--

The funeral for Tom went by slow, so I heard. I didn't go to the funeral, I went back to my army after Tom's death. I just couldn't handle it.

--TIME SKIP--

It's been a few months since Tom's death. I can't handle it anymore... Edd has already died and Matt hasn't talked to anyone. And me. Well... I wanna join them..

--TIME SKIP--

It's been two years now. I'm completely numb and laying in bed with alcohol in my hand. I finished the bottle and grabbed the gun Tom used. I was wearing one of his blue hoodies.

I guess Tom was right.... Happily ever after doesn't always happen. At least not for me.. and not for him..

I put the gun to my head and took a deep breath.

"I'll see you soon love.."

I locked my bedroom door and took another deep breath. I pulled the trigger and I swear I saw Tom's face..

A/N: so that is the official end of the story! You guys probably hate me xD but not all stories have good endings. Just saying..