You Awake?

Chapter 2 Some kind of drug

Geralds P.O.V 

I woke up this AM pacing back and forth, I can't stay still thoughts of Tati keep running through my mind. The way she smiled and giggled, her curves, her tan skin and glowing eyes. It's been almost two weeks since I've seen her and I haven't stopped thinking about her since. "Yo G" my homie conner said snapping me out of my fantasy "What are you on bro? you haven't been able to focus all week" He asked handing me back my lyrics I showed him "Im sure I'm on some kind of drug" I mumbled as I finally got some lyrics inspiration. 

"Bro these are amazing" Conner said looking over the lyrics for my new song "Some kind of drug" he started laughing "So whose the girl? the one whose.. how did you put it? 'Pussy is special'" I laughed at him as I started to feel a bit nervous. I didn't exactly realize it when the words were flowing, but now I do. It's about her, she's running through my mind and I have a feeling it won't stop until I see her again. 

Tati's P.O.V

"Ta ta you're tripping" My best friend Isabella snapped me out of my thoughts "I know, but I slept with G freaking eazy" I blurted out while handing her a tight fitted blue dress "Here try this on" I said quickly trying to change the subject "Ooo someone sprung" she teased through the dressing room door "Maybe I don't know" I sighed not really sure of how or what I was feeling "Text him" She said in a matter of a fact tone "Are you serious?" I gasp slipping into a tight fitted silver strapless dress "Why not?" she inquired as we both stepped out of the dressing room showing off our dress "What if he doesn't remember me? or doesn't want to talk to me?" I asked looking in the mirror "Should I get it?" I asked unsure "Yes, and you should text him" She said before closing the dressing room door again. As I slipped out of my dress and put on my jeans I looked down at my phone, the thought of texting him was so tempting but so scary.

 Eventually I gave in "Hey, It's Tati:)" I typed quickly before tossing my phone into my bag "Should we grab some food after we check out?" Isabella asked as we waited in line "I actually have to head home, I have class in a bit" "Next" the young girl behind the counter said as she stared at me weirdly "Is that all?" she asked placing our dresses into the bag "Yeah thank you" I responded wondering what she was staring at "Im so sorry to ask but uh is this you?" She asked pointing to the cover of a magazine "G Eazys new lover? or new fling?" was writing across the top of the photo, G holding my hand helping me into his escalade the other night "Uh, no she just looks a lot like me. How funny" I chuckled nervously before thanking her and quickly walking out the store. 

"Oh my gosh, you're like famous" Isabella screamed "Shh, I am not!" *ding* my phone made a sound making me freeze "What if that's him?!" I said as Isabella grabbed my phone out of my hand "It is" 

Gerald P.O.V

As I hopped on my tour bus I felt my phone vibrate in my back pocket "Baby T" As her name flashed across my screen my heart kinda stopped, what the fuck is up with me? I thought before opening her text "Hey, it's Tati:)" I kept rereading the messages thinking of what to say, I didn't wanna seem desperate "Yo Baby T, what's good?" I replied staring down at my phone waiting for a response, but as soon as I saw she was typing I got nervous and locked my phone. "G you gotta go on in 10 hurry up" my manger shouted through the door "Ya alright ill be there" I mumbled sliding my phone into my back pocket before taking a swig of whiskey and heading for the stage, hoping I could focus on something more then my thoughts of her.