I was wrong about you, I was wrong about us. I held on to a version of you that died a long time ago, I held on to a ghost.
My mind is no longer my own, my soul is inhabited by demons and my heart secretly desires it's own destruction.
This is getting silly, this is driving me insane and without my sanity, what else do I have?
How could I have been so blind? I lost you a long time ago, or to put me back into reality, I never had you in the first place.