Sometimes I ask myself, am I right?
Did I do the right thing?
I really don't know if this is the way I should feel after US
All day I don't think about you, but suddenly a memory of you comes in my mind and I can't stop seeing you in front of me
I look for pictures with us, I found them in my "us" file and a tear comes out of my eye when I see how happy we were..
Could we go back to the beginning of our relationship when we were in love and we didn't give a shit what will happen in the future?
Could we came back to that day we met and look in each other eyes and felt that we're meant to be?
Sometimes I wish we never met but then I realise how much you mean to me.
You learnt me so many things, how to be strong, to have patience, to be myself, to accept myself, to treat people better, to take care of who I love
Buy anyways, why you came in to my life? Why you repeat all those mistakes if you wanted me in your life? Why you make me cry allover again if you said that you wanted me to help you? I'm a human being, I loved you, and I sill do. But for what? For another fucking love story of a teenager that ends hurt.
It's a known story, there's nothing new after all.
Two heartbreaks. Two kids that love each other but don't end up being together.
Two teenagers with different thoughts that ended having the same one:the other. But not the same thoughts about life.
Two kids that believe in pure love even if they were different.
After all we all have "the one" that never will be in our future but in our past and in our minds will aways be.
Sadly that's how live goes.
