untittled

Chapter 3

My father was nothing to me, has never been anything to me, and will always continue to be nothing to me. Me and my father never had a father and daughter relationship like most people have, instead we had nothing. The only memory i had of him was from when i was a baby and it was of him leaving because i was a girl and not a boy. He left because he said i would never have the strength of an alpha and i would never be anything close to a leader. My father left because he thought i wasn't good enough but he didn't even give me a chance to prove him wrong.

"I refuse to go be a part of that deadbeats pack do you understand me!" i exclaimed violently. I was enraged at the idea of being under my dad's ruling, being in his pack, or even being near him.

"Skye do not yell at me you brought this upon yourself with your behavior and defiance. I have tried greatly to control you to a point where you can be tolerated but this time i cannot help you the pack has decided that you will go to your fathers pack. You will not argue you will have a week to gather your things and say your goodbyes." stated clous.

"Understand what i am saying i will not go to my father's pack just to be treated like a flea that they wish they could pick off their fur. I refuse to go anywhere near him and his pack and you cannot force me to go. I'd rather be exiled from the pack altogether than go with him." i stated sneering whenever i mentioned him. I only had hatred for the man that was called my father but i was never allowed to deny him being my father because that was against the wolf laws.

"You don't have a choice now stop arguing and leave because it's already settled." clous yelled. In reply i stormed out of claus's office without another word. I had to come up with a plan something, anything to get out of going to my dad's pack. I wasn't going to his pack no matter who told me i had to or what it would take to get out of going, all i knew is that i wasn't going.

I kept thinking of ways to escape going to my dad's pack but as i kept thinking i realized none of them would work. I couldn't and behave myself for two reasons, one they have already given me chances to do that and i failed, two i would never be able to behave myself. I couldn't go and beg because Clous has given up on me and honestly is probably happy to get rid of me. I didn't have very many ideas and i'm starting to worry that i won't find one soon enough.

"Is your dad really all that bad? I remember a couple years ago you said you wished you could prove to him you were good enough and maybe this is your chance." Casey tried to reason.

"Casey there is no part of me that wants to go with my dad. Is he even considered a dad because he turned me away, he left me. Yes i wanted to prove that i was good enough but i don't anymore." i replied. Yes i'll admit that there was a time where i wanted to prove i was good enough. I wanted to show him that he made a mistake when he left me as a pup. There was a time but now i know i'm good enough and i don't need his approval on anything.

"Skye you don't have a choice, there is literally nothing you can do to avoid going with him." casey sighed.

"Look i'll find a way to avoid it ok." i said. I wasn't going to give up until i found a way out of going with him. My determination will not die out, not ever.

"Skye don't do anything stupid or dangerous to get out of going with your dad." casey pleaded. I wouldn't say everything i do is stupid or dangerous but a large amount of it was, so he has every right to say that.

"Nothing more extreme than normal." i laughed. I had an attendance to do things i shouldn't. Doing the things i shouldnt was always fun but dealing with the consequences of my actions is never fun.

"When you go who's going to keep you out of trouble?" casey asked.

"I'm not going to another pack so don't talk like that but even if i go who's going to get you into trouble." i said. He was never a trouble maker unless i was around, i'm not sure if that's a good thing. Well obviously it wasn't a good thing but honestly what's the fun in being good all the time.