Jack's Drowning Girl

Part Two

"... but anyways, I didn't know where I was going to meet her, so that, I did Google. I didn't want to show up at her house or anything because that would be really creepy. When I googled the address you gave me it was a little library. I was really starting to like this girl, but I wasn't sure what to expect from the day, or what she would look like. Keep myself from being disappointed when I met her, I made myself Picture a different girl every time I thought about her. I know that sounds like super shallow, but you know that feeling you get when you think that a soccer or something is going to be cherry flavored but when you lick it it's like Apple or bubblegum and you don't like it because it isn't what you were expecting? I don't want that to happen, so I was doing literally everything I could to keep myself from doing that to her. Just out of the kindness of my little Jack-a-boy heart. (Places hand over heart)
(Rubs beard) looking back, I can't believe I actually went out and went on a blind date. You guys know me, I don't go outside. Well, something possessed me to do this.
I got up that morning, and I am pretty sure it was a Friday... Wait, was it? Yeah! It was a Friday, because the library was open later, but anyway, it was a Friday and I got up and recorded a couple videos, but I didn't edit them. I got in the shower, and honestly I still can't believe this, but I was really nervous. Like, I had almost memorized that letter I had analyze it so hard, and I was nervous! Usually I wear like a T-shirt and jeans, and maybe my hat and that is honestly the majority of my wardrobe... Jack doesn't fashion. But! That day I change shirts maybe six or seven times. I mean, I was literally acting like this was going to be her first impression of me. She said it herself that she loved my videos, and I kept telling myself that she was going to like me no matter what I did, because I'm a narcissistic asshole, but do you think I listened? (Shakes head) no. No, I did not. So, I finally decided on this plaid, flannel style button-down and jeans and shit, so literally no different than the normal should I wear, and I headed out to try and find this library.
Luckily I'm used to living and being in the country, because this place was basically in the middle of a fucking cornfield. It took me like an hour or so to get there from my hotel, and I kid you not I felt like I was going in circles and shit. I have never seen so much corn in my entire life. Well, corn and soy beans that is. So anyway, I handed up in a really small world town, and I did accidentally drive on a road that I think was a one-way road, but it was just this little alley that opened up into a two-way road so it's fine... Or at least I didn't get caught, and didn't even notice until I, rainy pointed it out to me, but I'm getting ahead of myself. And let me just reiterate that Rainey is not the "drowning girl's" real name.I just pulled that out of my ass so I wouldn't have to waste time saying the drowning girl all the time.
So back to the story. I finally found this little library, and this was in like July or something, so I am sweaty and gross and all the time I am still paranoid that this girl is it going to be there. Now, remember I have no idea what this girl looks like so as I pull in I am looking at like all of the three cars in the parking lot wondering which one was hers, or if she walked, and just stupid shit like that.
So when I walked into the library, I kind a looked around and I realize that I didn't even know how old Rainey was. (Rubs hands over face) do you understand how scary that was? I realize that I had no reason to believe that she was my age. I don't know how I didn't think of that before hand, but I didn't. She could've been the old lady behind the desk for all I knew! Why else would she have been at the library all day?
So, scared shitless I walked up to the front desk praying that the lady's name tag didn't say the name I was looking for. Well, unfortunately she didn't even have a name tag, so I just had to suck it up and ask.
I shit you not, as soon as I said excuse me, this woman looked up at me and totally sized me up. Like, she didn't just give me the once over, it was like a three so far. I could tell she didn't like me at all, so in my head I was like: if you're Rainey that's a-okay, I'll just haul ass. No hard feelings, just don't eat me.
So, I asked this woman if she knew rainy, and I kid you not this woman looked me over again!! Then she turned her nose up at me and gave me this look like "you better not cause a commotion in my library." And nods over a group of tables that was tucked behind along, but short line of bookshelves. There's only one person sitting at the tables, but her back was to me. Dude, I shit you not my stomach dropped out of my ass. She was right in front of me! I was the famous one and I was sitting,  well, standing there sweating my balls off.
Fucking bitch librarian had to "ask" me to get away from the counter before I actually called my ass toward her. Do you remember how I said I was pretty sure she was really self-conscious? Well! I had the constant debate in my head all the way across the room of what I was going to say, like, how I was going to introduce myself and I decided that the first thing I would do was tell her that she was cute, or pretty, or whatever nice I just have came to my mind when I first saw her.so I reminded myself that I have balls and went up to her. I saw that she had headphones on so I reached out, touched her shoulder, and she looked up from this giant ass book in front of her. I stepped in front of her and liens on the table and got a look at her for the very first time..."