They say that when you're young and experience what you think is "love" that it really isn't. That you haven't experienced life enough to determine that. But I strongly disagree. Love is when you find someone that is like you. Someone that makes you feel good about yourself and makes you want to be better. Someone you look forward to seeing and want to spend everyday with. Someone you tell everything too. Someone that makes you feel genuine happiness. You are that person for me and I know what I feel for you is true love.
The first day I walked to the park on practice I was really nervous because as you already know I'm really shy especially when I first meet you and I honestly didn't want to be there. My sister had told me that a dama wasn't going to be there til July because she was in Chihuahua (Valerie) so I jokingly offered to be in the quince. She then told me she had already told Alma about me and that I would fill in for Valerie and I didn't want to be rude and say no. So I went and I was really nervous. I saw you and everyone else but you were the first person I noticed. I was trying not to stare at you because you were really cute. I regretted offering to fill in so much at this point because I don't like talking to people and I was just really shy. But then we started dancing the waltz And I remember so distinctively I messed up in the beginning and went when I wasn't supposed to and I was soo embarrassed. But then we continued on the part where we spin and Change partners and I went up to you and I was wearing my black Miami college shirt that day and you looked at it and said "Miami? I've never been there." And I said "Me either, " and before we could talk anymore you spun me to move on to the next person. And I was really happy you talked to me but then i told myself to calm down that you were just being friendly. That was the first thing we said to each other. When I first saw you I thought your were really cute and you were joking a lot and I loved your sense of humor and everything you said made me smile. But Alma had told me you we're 18 and I don't know, I just didn't think you would ever even think to be with me. You could have any girl you wanted why would you want me? And you were such a good person, outgoing and obviously not shy. So I just let it be and tried hard not to think of you. And surprisingly I didn't for awhile.
