Just Ignore This

Belief

A great god of strength and fairness I once believed truly existed is now nothing more than a pin lodged in my flesh

And a great loving family I believed was amazing sees nothing more than a mask of someone they want to change slightly, not knowing if they pulled it off they'd see gaping wounds they would think they would need to stitch together

A future I was blinded by seeing such a bright light turned out to be a supernova 

And they told me so 

I was destined for nothing amazing

I was alone

I find myself lost in this reality constantly finding more ways I'm only destined for failure

I'll never be enough and they have made that crystal clear

and I only wish I could be looking through that cloudy diamond again