For the love of Shawn: s.m & s.c

Prologue chapters- Chapter 9

Dear Shawn,
This is my last letter to you before I start touring.

I made a poem about you

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...

I wrote lots

Would you care if we quit talking
Would you care if I went walking
I need to know how you feel
So I know how to deal
I like it when your by my side
I hate it when you try to hide
All the cheating and the lies
Brings me one step closer to saying goodbye
I know the cheating is a fact
because I've caught you in the act
I wish I had more trust in you
but it's kinda hard when I busted you
Seems to me you wouldn't care
even if I wasn't there
I always wonder who your with
hoping it's not another chick
I'm not saying I don't believe you
it's just too many people have told me to leave you
But you are everything to me
which is why I want you me to always be
Believing you may be a mistake
but it's a risk I'm willing to take
I really love you, always know I do
and remember there will always be a me and you

I wrote even more

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart

When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"

Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie

Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss

As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due

I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so

I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind

A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life

Many more

Dear heart please stop breaking
please forget the one who caused this aching
I know I am the one who placed him there
But he was not true and I cannot share
When I gave him my heart he promised the world
But that promise he shared with more than one girl
Dear heart do you think that you will ever heal
and piece back together what I allowed him to steal
How will I ever fall in love again
Dear heart will you ever let anyone else in

I will always love you Shawn....
one day I hope we can meet again wether in this world or another.

When you'd say forever even though you won't that's when my love for you will run out.

-Sabrina carpenter, your ex girlfriend, you ex friend, the person who loves you most in the world xxxx

So the first 10 chapters are prologues to the actual story which is coming up I didn't write any of the poems I typed in cheating poems and got them from a website but the first one is from the movie 10 things I hate about you x