there was a lump of fire in your throat and every time you tried to wipe your memory of what happened it came flooding back like a tsunami tide making tears drip silently down your face as you tried your best to show no emotion. "why did you tell him" he kept asking, you wanted to reply but didn't want him to hear your voice tremble as you did so you just sat there; paralyzed. "why did you spread that kind of bullshit bullshit to WHY" the man screamed in your face, making you whimper and your stomach clench " I haven't said ,.. anything I swear why would I do that ?" you breathed out your voice shaking and quite. "you could ruin his career you know that!" he said in a patronising tone. you felt so alone. no one was answering your calls not Abel or Lamar or any of your friends it felt as if everyone had left you for dead. you sat still trying to not move so he wouldnt see how much you were shaking. alone. you knew nothing of this huge scandal, someone had used your name and went to the police exposing the class A,B and C drugs that Able had once dabbled in. Looking down at your feet thinking of how you had been used as a scapegoat by someone just to stir something up. this lie had been planted on you someone had said your name when starting some bull shit and now everyone thinks that you were just using Abel for publicity and fame. "TALK! fucking tell me...what did you say?" the man came up screaming in your face making you whimper slightly, you should have slaped him but you didnt out of fear. breathing hard with a sobbing voice you said " i didnt sayanything, i didnt" so frustrated you rested your head in your hands "what? huh .. what .. you want me to feel sorry for you huh" the mans thick plum fingers wrapped around your jaw so you were looking him straight in the face "bloody slut.....! ...im done with you get your filthy wreched existance outta my face" he said relasing you out of his hold. When you scrambled for the door there was one of ables guys outside "get in the car" out of panic you got in ,closing the door of the car hard.
when the car came to a halt infront of your house "get your things, go" he comanded.
the door was open yet felt cold to the touch. you gatherd your self before walking into the pent house. slowly you made your way into the living room where he was sitting on the phone looking like an supressed angry animal ready to lead out at you, still he held his composure. bravely you walked up to him "able you'v got to listen to me" you said touching his shoulder but the way he looked up at you made you feel like an outcast as if you had betrayed him. he coninued with his conversation on the phone. "ABLE" you screamed but he compleatly ignored you and got up, walking away "just listen to me!" you wanted to scream your lungs out why is the whole world deaf to your voice. you solemenly walked into your bedroom where you had left your bag,keys and phone. silently you held all the pain close to your heart, feeling so helpless in this situation. walking towards the door felt like it was a portal to take you out of your sanctuary, like walking towards the gates of hell. Why would someone do this? the thaughts were spiraling out of your mind."y/n was it you?" he asked in a tone that made your whole boy nervous "what do you think, abel all i have done is love you and now you belive everyone else"he stood laughing at you "seriously dont pull that kind of shit on me now" "abel i didnt! i thought you out of all people would understand, why why would i do this what would i gain from it fuck abel i fucking love you!" you reasoned with his eyes and you knew that his heart belived you but his head didnt "i want to believe you but i know if i did how stupid that would be" you turned your head towards the door "you dont need to lie y/n" his voice judging you forecfully. Some small tears tricled down your face but you quickly wiped them away and got into your car.
it was a couple of miles away from the house when you had to stop. your car held captive next to a tree while you sat there weeping. overwhelmed you opend the window and let the fall crisp cold breeze engulf your car.how could this happen BANG.
you woke up on the pavement confused on what had just happend you couldnt remember anything after the monstrous sound , this was so until you saw your car incline with another you got up perfectly fine it must have been all the adrenalin in your system. cautiously you crawled over to the mess of metal and looked through gap where the window once was. your phone looked compleatle destroyed ,soon an amlified sound of sirens surounded your scene and you. it was a miracle, because you opend the window you managed to leave with nothing but a graze. you sat clueless on the grey pointy pavement until someone rushed to your side .......................................................................................................................................................................
15 mintutes went by as quick as 15 seconds eveything was flashing before your eyes , you sat there in a silver blanket with your head whiping around to find a familiar face. from behinde you abel's hand touched your shoulder and you looked up at him with a glimps of hope. "thank the fucking lord" he wraped around you not letting go easily "baby i am so sorry ..are you okay.." he began but before long your lips were sealed together.
