I feel alone again😓

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I was walking to school. Which I hated. I mean who wants to go to a school where your judge by every move you make.

My family Isn't around much always traveling. I seriously hate it I live in a super big house and it's super nice and everyone always thinks I'm spoiled. 

I hate it. I only have one friend. I have been getting bullied for 2 months now and my parents wouldn't care so I don't tell them. I'm 15 and I'm a freshman.

Anyway I was walking to school and I got to the doors and went in I met my friend ally and she was acting weird.  Oh no not this again. People try to turn ally against me. 

"Hey ally." I said tapping on her shoulder.

She didn't reply she didn't even look my way.

I stepped in front of her and she turned around. She's ignoring me.

I went and stepped in front of her again and this time I grabbed her arm and took her to the bathroom. I locked the big door and I said "Ally! What the heck?"I said "uhhh, do I know you." She said in discust.
"Get out! AFTER EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN THROUGH you choose to do this. Fine, you do that I don't need you. Someday you will need me and I won't be there for you!" I yelled at her.
She walked out quickly. I sat down against the wall and just cried. I got up and locked the door again. And then put my hands in my lap and put my head against the wall.

I feel alone again.

I ran out of the school with tears dripping down my face. I walked home thinking about how much I hate that school. I opened my house door with my keys and then I shut it and I put my bag down. What a suprise my parents aren't home.

I got up to my room after climbing 20 steps and I opened up my walking closet and grabbed my camera and my tripod and my laptop.

I just recently started doing youtube videos because it's the only thing that relaxes my loneliness. I have 350 subscribers.

I turned on the camera and my lights and opened the window. I grabbed my phone and played music and then I just answer questions people asked me.

I ended the video. I sat in my huge room and turned on Netflix and went to sleep.

*next day*

It was the weekend. I check my instagram and I gain 1000 more followers. I checked youtube and I had 10,457 subscribers!! Oh my god!!!

Then everything went down hill.
I started loosing followers and eventually the stress became to much and I couldn't take it.

So I ended it.

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