It'll all be over soon..(Yaoi Angst One shot)

It'll all be over..

A/N: Hello everyone, this is my first official fanfic. So these characters that I'm using are my own so please don't steal. I just couldn't think of an idea so I used my own characters. Anyways, I hope you enjoy 😊
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This world they live in, a mysterious place, a dangerous place. They fight in order to protect their's and other's lives. They are what's known as Hero Assassins, the brave beings that save life, but bring death. This world they are apart of is filled with dangerous people, insane people. Sometimes those people act up and our Hero Assassins are forced to fight, whether they like it or not. This world they live in, is dangerous, but yet there are those times when it is great...

Noroi's P.O.V.~
    Pain...is that what this world has come to.
I can't remember when was the last time I had actually cried, it has been awhile though. These warm tears of mine stain my black mask, forever and ever. My usually neat, raven black hair was now a mess due to my constant pulling and tugging on it. I wait in this lonesome hallway...I wait for him. Where am I? That's what I want to know too...no..it's more like What am I doing here? It was my fault...it's all my fault...

~Flashback~ (Still Noroi's P.O.V.)
    'Damn it....Damn it...Damn it! No matter how much we tried to push them back it never works. My breathing feels heavy...my legs feel weak...I never feel this powerless.' I think. "Akiru!" I hear my fellow comrade, Nova, call out. "What do we do?!" She says, a bit of panic in her voice. "I don't know!" Akiru replied as he used his spear to kill one of the enemy's men. 'Damn it..' I think as I use my curse magic to curse my dagger making it stronger. I sense someone behind me, so I use my dagger to stab them in their throat. I breathe heavily as I watch my fellow comrades fight the enemy. 'How did it come to this...why did we lose our formation..How did we easily succumb to such drastic measures..' I stab another man this time right through his forehead. "Akiru..Tenshi, combo 4" I command my so called 'friends'. They both nod, Tenshi sprinting to the trees while I curse Akiru's spear. I see Nova, Keira, and Mizuko stand far away from the battlefield. I knew that they didn't want to get in our way, they knew us best. Tenshi, now in the trees, got his sniper rifle ready as Akiru got in a fighting stance. I, however, fought the enemy and did my best to hold them back while the two idiots get ready. "Now!!" I yell across the battlefield. Right in that instant, a shot was heard, all of a sudden a bullet surrounded with black flames came shooting across from the trees. Akiru instinctively threw his spear at the enemy. The bullet hit the middle of the spear's blade, instead of pushing it in a different direction, the spear covered itself with the black flames from Tenshi's bullet. As soon as the spear hit the ground on the enemy's side, an explosion of a mixture between ice and black flames sprouted up, killing most of their men. "Yes!!" Keira exclaimed from the sidelines. I could see that Nova was still on guard....Mizuko looked relieved. My eyes softened at the sight of Mizuko's relieved face. He seemed somewhat peaceful...even though we are in the middle of a deathly battle. Mizuko's calm face suddenly turned into a face of shear horror. He used his water to create a slide of somewhat. He slid down it as fast as he could down to the battlefield. Not far behind was Keira and Nova. All of their weapons were in their hands. I finally looked at what made Mizuko break his calm and peaceful face. The enemy's men...more than half of them survived. 'What the hell!?' I think to myself as I get my dagger out once more. I see Tenshi's bullets wiz past me as they then hit the men in their chests. We all start to fight once again. Sweat dripped down our faces..they probably could tell we were all so tired. I could feel a small person accidentally bump onto me. I look down to see that it was Mizuko. He looked like he was on the brink of passing out. His face had some blood on it, he also had many cuts all over his body. I pick him up and take him as far away from the battlefield as my legs could carry me. I sit him down against a tree and kneeled down to his level. "Stay here ok? It'll all be over soon.." I whispered to him. "Please don't leave me..." I hear Mizuko say as he tugged my tight, ripped shirt lightly. "Mizu..I have to fight. If I don't we'll all end up dying.." I whisper as I stroke his long, silky, brown hair. "But what if you die? I wouldn't be able to live with myself.." He said as he put his small hand over my own. Mizuko was already in tears, though I used my thumbs to wipe them away from his delicate face. "It'll be over soon..I promise.." I gave his head a quick kiss through my mask and stood up. I immediately ran back to the battlefield, ignoring the cries of the beloved Mizuko. As soon as I arrived, I started to fight. Everyone was tired yet they pushed on, for the sake of humanity...for the sake of our sanity. "Akiru!" Nova yelled. Akiru nodded as he ran up to Nova. They did a combo with Nova's elemental powers and Akiru's ice powers. It did some damage but alas, there was still more men. I didn't even realize that a man had shot a gun....directly towards me. I suddenly felt the whole battle stop, my comrades faces--their eyes were widened and their mouths hung open. Some of them even dropped their weapons. I finally realized what had happened. As soon as I did...my eyes went wide, I felt the blood in my system suddenly turn cold, it was as if my life had stopped...
...There..from the corner of my eye... I seen it.. Something that would make me want to end myself then and there...
There, on the ground...lay my beloved Mizuko..with a bullet wound through his stomach...
~(Flashback End)~
  It all seemed like a dream...no, more like a nightmare. That sheer feeling..the one in which I never wanted to feel again. Pain...how I hate it so. A nurse had escorted me to Mizuko's hospital room. I almost didn't want to go in, I was scared at what awaited my black eyes, my dead eyes. I allowed myself to linger a bit longer before entering the room. I knew it..I knew I should have stayed in the hall. I should have stayed in the dark. There was Mizuko, lying motionless in the hospital bed. He was still alive, his eyes were slightly open. He wore a smile on his face yet it seemed like he was in agonizing pain. I slowly walk towards his weak body. I sit in a chair by his bedside. My eyes were already in tears. "Mizu...I'm so sorry..it's all my fault...everything's my fault...I'm just the same exact curse that I was back then.." I say as I cry my heart out. These tears that I kept in the dark have suddenly started to shed...all for him. "It's...not...your...fault.." Mizuko whispered out. His voice sounded weak, it sounded painful for him to even talk. I weep harder hearing his words. "Take...off...your... mask.." he said with a small and weak smile. I did as I was told. I took off my black mask to reveal my scar face. The scar that went across from my cheek, through my mouth, then to the other cheek. He reached out that shaky hand of his. I put his soft hand on my cheek. He rubbed his thumb across my temple gently. "Still... hand...some.." His breathing was getting weaker by the second. "Idiot...I'm not.." I whisper. His smile hadn't faded...he tried to laugh but it ended with him having a coughing fit. Before I knew what I was doing, I gave him a kiss. His dry lips against my own moistened ones. I pulled away as I seen a tear run down his face. "I love you..." I whispered. "I lov-" Mizuko started. His eyes suddenly lost their shine. I felt his hand grow cold...his eyes..were dead. "Mizu..." I shake him a bit. "Mizu!" I yell a little louder as a beeping sound was heard by his bed. "MIZUKO!!" I yell loudly as I shake him, tears falling down harder and harder. I hear the doctors come in. They try to rip me away from my now dead lover, I wouldn't let them. This can't be real. This endless reoccurring pain that I know now will never disappear. The doctors had finally managed to throw me out of the room. I lay on the floor and sob my heart out. I sit up and hug my knees close to my chest, I hardly even cared that the doctors had actually seen what my face had looked like, my beloved was gone--and there was nothing I could do to bring him back.  My whole reason for living was gone...and apart of my soul and heart as well. I felt like screaming, I felt like crying, I felt like dying... Mizuko..the only person I really fought for, the only person I lived for. The light to my darkness..my first best friend, my first actual friend. I am stuck in this never ending world of black and white...the only person that made me see color was Mizuko..now everything returned to the standard colors of black and white. This dull world suddenly got a lot duller. I stood up shakily, I fell on the floor once more. I lay there, tired, tired of living. I got back up and shakily walked through the halls and out of the hospital. I seen the group of people that were my so called comrades. I ignore them and kept on walking past them, I didn't care that they seen my face. When Mizuko was alive, he would tell me to show my face more often. That's what I'm doing now. I kept walking gloomily down the street, towards my dwelling. As soon as I reached home, I fell on the floor. I hit my forehead so hard that my forehead started to bleed. I stood back up and walked to my bathroom. I turned on the dim light and stared at myself in the mirror. I looked horrible, everything was horrible. I look towards the old knife that was on a shelf just by the sink. I knew that  I shouldn't do it, but what else do I have. I promised him I wouldn't die...so I won't, yet. I picked up the dull knife and walked to my kitchen. I sharpened it, making sure that the blade was especially sharp. As I run my finger across the blade, it started to bleed. I put the blade up to my pale wrist. 'One...two...three..' I counted in my head how many cuts I made. I went up until 100, 50 on each arm. Blood dripped onto my tile floors. I sat on the floor and stare at my own blood. My dead eyes focused on the hideous red liquid. 'Mizu...Mizu...Mizu..' I repeat in my mind. I couldn't deny the fact that he was dead, no matter how much I wanted to.  I think back and remember the words I told him.
~Flashback~
"...It'll all be over soon" I whispered to him. "Please don't leave me.." Mizuko said.
~Flashback End~
Indeed..it was all over soon. I promised him it would be over...it is over, for the both of us. I should keep my promise. His words kept on repeating through my mind. 'Please don't leave me...' I look at the knife. "I won't leave you..." I whispered. I picked up the knife.
                      "It'll all be over soon..."
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A/N: Hey, I hope you enjoyed it. I'm sorry it was sad, especially for my first fanfic. I actually had intended to make this a happy one but I didn't. Sorry if this broke any of your hearts. I would like to repeat that these are all my characters so please don't steal them.
Sorry if there were grammar mistakes or if I just suck at writing fanfics. 🙃
~Author-San