Tonight I was sitting on the sidewalk crying
And just wishing.
That my mom would stop
Just stop everything.
I went back inside and she looked at me ready to start and argument again.
I walked to my room and cried till' I had a headache.
I fell asleep.
When I woke up I felt like I couldn't go on any longer.
Just wanted to close my eyes forever.
I started crying again.
The one person who came to mind was someone who I admire.
That was the first time I smiled that night.
Thinking that I could see her soon.
After the weekend made me want to run to Monday.
When I get bullied at school by people who I thought were my friends,
It hurts.
But then I remember her.
And I know she's a true friend.
I have a few true friends but,
She's different.
I gave her a chocolate rose to say thank you for being one of the reasons I wake up in the morning.
She wasn't disgusted,
She was happy.
That made me smile wider than I could show.
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FTM transgender Life
Non-FictionMy therapist said that I should write down any big things that made me feel depressed or hurt. I won't update often but I'll update. And this is probably going to be a really bad book.
