but when he smokes
he feels empty
he feels numb
he feels lost
he forgets her
he remembers her
he hates her
he loves her
he laughs
he cries
he screams
he slams
he hits
but hes just being him right?
and when she drinks
she feels full
she feels complete but
she misses him
she forgets him
she cries
she loves him
she hates him
she wants him
she feels worthless
she feels high
she feels useless
but i guess shes being herself right?
and when he cant sleep
its her on his mind
he thinks of her
he needs her
and when she cant sleep
its him on her mind
she thinks of him
shee needs him
they think of the ways each others hands traveled each other
every muscle
every bump
every vein
they think about the way words flowed across their lips so easily
every whisper
every scream
every sentence
they think of the ways theyd comfort each other
wiping tears
holding their hair back while they were sick
holding hands
whispering "itll be okay"
cuddling
they think of the ways the used to love each other
with passion
with laughter
with tears
with smiles
with butterflies
they think of how they burned out
not being enough light to keep shining
to keep being existent
so i guess
they just disappeared
s.f.
