A child is born, a boy. The father beats and sexually abuses the mother just enough that she doesn't realize what it is. The mother and father divorce, mother takes child. Father on the other hand, takes cigarettes and gambling. Mother remarried for about two years. Divorce. Finds boy friend. Boy is about 3 at this point. He's raped by his mother's sister ,his aunt, from 3 to 6. The mothers boyfriend beats the boy and burns him. Father finds out sees the chance to clear his child support debt. Witch hunts the boyfriend, because the evidence against the aunt was only "circumstantial." In other words not enough shots are given. So the boy goes to live with father and stepmother. He gets locked in a room, goes to school, gets fed only at school and only at breakfast because dad refused to pay for "the little shits" food. So he ate once a day 5 days a week, unless the case worker happens to be coming that day. He gets tired of boy so he send him to live with his mother, boys grandma, who gets divorced and then doesn't want him around any longer. Mother retakes in the boy and both the boy and his sister are sexually abused. Boy goes to some therapy. Mind you boy has been on antidepressants since 5 and ADHD medication just as long. Comes home and again it happens, boy is 12 now. But this time the other person says that the boy was in on it and since the boy is from a poor family versus the other person who was from wealth the boy gets arrested for 3 account of sexual assume on a child under the age of 13. Charged with 3 felonies at the age of twelve, when he was the one being raped...Boy goes to juvenile prison for 18 months and 18 days. Exactly 18 days over a year and a half. Is 15 at this point boy is on probation following every line. Skip ahead to senior year. Boy meets a girl. The dream girl he always wanted. Someone who loved him, accepted him and didn't hurt him like everyone else did. He falls in love. Ohh but the girl, she says she does too, adores him.They become so close. The boy is happy to have. A friend and girl who loves him this much. He gives himself entirely to her. Offering everything he has with a thread of distrust. Boy makes one mistake and does everything in his power to fix it. But the girl...oh the girl...she hates the boy. Can't love him anymore, can't be with him anymore. But she keeps him hoping. For a long time. She even made the boy think she wanted to try again and even when she lied, the boy only loved. Even when he cried and cut and drank to forget, he still loved. And the girl? She moved on easily. Never seeming to look back. But always tugging the boy along. She even said once to the boy "I'm sorry but I'm selfish for your love. I want it to myself." But she didn't want his love..And so the boy grew sadder as time eased on by. And now the boy doesn't want to deal with the sadness she gave him, while he gave her love...The boy contemplates to end everything...But you get to decide on what you want to happen to him. Because for him...he's already chosen.
