Notice

What just happened?!?

WARNING. IF YOU ARE HOMOPHOBIC DO NOT READ THIS BOOK just so you know.

Welp. This is it I'm about to go to Kalel house. Yay, I put on my Aot hoodie along with a P!ATD necklace. Let's go.

I Walked to her front door and knocked hoping that it would be her.

Nope.

Her mother.

Who was a bitch.

"What do you want" I could smell the smoke of her breath. KILL ME NOW.

"..I'm.. here to see Kalel... f..for our science..... English project."

She reluctantly let me in glaring at me as I went upstairs. She already hates me. .

I walked into her room and she swung round staring right at my eyes.

"H..Hey" I somehow manged to say. Somehow.. 

"Hey just sit down. Do you mind if i change here" She said.

"S..sure"  

It's alright.

She just taking off her shirt.

You can only see her six pack.

Just stay ca...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 

SHE NOTICED ME.

MISSION ABORT. 

"You really like what you see huh." She smirked at me as she got her shirt on.

So w..what do you want to do our project on?" I stuttered

"Well. First let's get to know each other by playing truth or dare! She laughed

Oh Fuck.

"Alright Alex truth or dare?"

"Truth"

"Are you gay?"

My mind went blank.

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"Are you gay you little Dyke?" I could hear my father yell as he kicked me, he asked again

"Well, Answer!"

"Y..yes"

I could see him kick me but the pain wasn't there I could hear my brother and mother
shouting at me, calling me 'a little faggot mistake' over and over. It was the last time I saw them. Who knows where they are now.
Now I live by myself. I stopped being a talkative cheerfully person to this dull depressed person. I shut everybody out. I couldn't take it so I moved schools.

By myself.

I still have nightmares about it.

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There was one singular tear rolling down my cheek.

"Yes I am"

She looked at me with all emotions but the only one I could see was

Guilt.

She stated at me for what felt like hours.

Until I did something.

I kissed her.

She kissed back.

We kept going till we went for air.

"I..Uh .. I'm sorry .I. .I shouldn't of done that. You have a boyfriend." There were tears streaming down my face.

I started to walk out the front Door.

"ALEX!"

But I didn't stop I kept walking till I got home.

*Authors note*

This was a bit darker as it developed into Alex's past but I added it for 2 reasons.

1. It develops the story line.

2. I wrote to show what some kids who are gay are going through.

But I just want to say that I hate people who are homophobic or racist or anything like that which is why I'm doing this chapter.

But on a less serious note (Not really)

TØP IS #2 ON TRENDING!!!

Sorry for fangirling.