Love Comes Hard To Find (On hold)

Intro ¤

Victoria :

   Man I just can't take this hurt no more. Charles has pulled the last straw with me. How could he do this to me, after all the love and affection I had gave him and he broke my heart. I was packing my things thinking about what to do since I won't be living with Charles after I found out that he had cheated on me with some project infested hoe. (No disrespect to the people that are in the projects cause I know my black ass is :) I trusted him with my heart, my every FUCKING thing and he hurts me in the worst way but it's all good because I'm on to BIGGER and BETTER things.

   As I'm packing I hear the front door close. DAMN !! I thought this nigga was getting off late. Now I got to deal with this nigga begging me not to leave and to stay and work what we had out but fuck that shit. As I'm still packing I hear him come in the room.

" Baby, what you doing? " he said confused.

" Nigga what it look like??! I'm leaving your ugly cheating having ass. You got some nerve of calling me baby, BITCH! I bet you was calling that trifling bitch baby too, am I right?? " I said with much attitude as I stopped packing looking the man I used to love in the eyes.

" Tori, Baby, I'm sorry. I know me saying sorry countless times won't take back what I did but I'm genuinely sorry and I hope we can fix what I broken." He said hopefully.

" Muthafucka is you stupid, the answer is hell no!! " I said fuming.

   He looked at me, then left when he saw me continue packing. I was done in 30 minutes and rolling my luggage to my car. I put it in the truck and got in the car and layed my head on the steering wheel crying. I was so hurt that I couldn't even think right. I thought I had my life together with the man I thought would love me but I guess I didn't. I sat up and looked in my car mirror and examined my face. My brown skin was pale, my hazel eyes were red from sleepless nights and crying, my hair was dry and lifeless, my skin looked dry, and I just looked bad. I turned away from the mirror and started my car. I drove to my old apartment in Manhattan. Good thing I didn't I get rid of it because I would of been assed out.

   When I got there I got in the bed and just layed there thinking about my life and how messed up it was. My eyes was slowly closing and the last thing I thought that stucked with me was " New Me, New Start. "