My Illegal Girl (MIG)

I Don't Know Why

Yes, I really do believe in love.

I do believe in fairytales.

I do believe in happy endings, ofcourse it's the part of the fairytales that we waited the most.

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That's all is in the past.

Wanna know why?

Its for you to find out :)

It may sounds bitter but its really true that I dont want to love again, to love in a romantic way for the second time around because I dont want to feel the pain again.

I dont know why he has that so much effect on me.

That I still love him very much inspite on what he did to me.

Shit!!! I want to try every possible way just to forget him, If possible I want to have an amnesia to forget the pain, to forget every part of him, to forget all the happy moments we shared! shit(tae)! shit(tae)!

that bullshit!