The pain goes away one day

The knife slides against my now bleeding wrist,

As I dig it in and give it a twist,

They hurt my feelings like the day before,

I cried until my eyes were sore,

But no matter what I can't seem to do it,

The image of my death don't seem to fit,

The people that would mourn and never ending cry,

How I ignored them the idiot is I,

But I still can't help the pain,

And the people out there are to blame,

Though I try so very hard,

I'm still reaching for the clear glass shard,

The voices scream I'm not good enough,

Th people kick and hurt me and stuff,

If only one could understand,

I grip the knife, I finally can,

I hold it close enough to poke,

If only I stood up and spoke,

But as I hold it placed in the air,

The life I live is not fair,

The people that love me flash through my head,

And what would happen when I am dead,

So I pull the knife slowly away,

And ignoring the voices I decide to stay,

The world isn't completely right,

But it'd be even more wrong if I ended my life,

So when the clouds started to disappear,

I felt His arms wrap around somewhere near, ("His" is God btw) :3

I knew I was finally free,

To be the girl I'd dreamt to be,

The one who stands up for herself,

Without pulling others in for help,

But when I looked in the mirror,

The girl that was disappeared,

I didn't see the girl I wanted to be,

The only girl I saw was the one I call me!