hurts like hell

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  How can i say this without breaking?

   Masky watched Toby and sally play with each other in the living room as he cooked dinner. A tear escaped as he watched Toby.

How can i say this without taking over?

   It seemed like only yesterday it was all three of them playing together like that. Toby would sneak kisses when sally wasn't looking. Sally would tease them about being a couple. Masky missed those times.

  How can i put it down in two words when its almost too much for my soul?

  He wanted things to go back to normal. When everyone was happy. It seemed like it had been forever since he had been happy. But he knew he was the one who messed that up, and that made him hate himself.

  I loved, and i loved, and i lost you.

   Toby glanced up at masky. Masky noticed he was staring and finally looked away. Toby suddenly got up and walked off.
  "Sally, I'll play with you later. I don't feel to good." He sounded as if he was going to cry.
  More tears began to fall as he watched the scene unravel. He felt as if his heart literally shattered into a million pieces.

  And it hurts like hell.

  'I know i messed up Toby. In so sorry i hurt you this way.' Masky thought to himself.
  He felt as if being burned to death would be way less painful than this. He had lost his best friend, his other half, through one stupid mistake. And there was no way to take that back no matter how hard he tried.

  I don't want them to know the secrets.

  People constantly asked if either of them were ok. Of course no one knew what had happened. The whole time they had kept it a secret. No one knew they were in a relationship. Except sally. She had walked into their room and found them kissing. She giggled with glee giving her cover away.
  
 
   I don't want them to know the way i love you.

   Toby was always scared of what the others thought. He often based his actions on that thought alone. He was especially self conscious of them being 'outed.' Tim was completely ok with that. He hadn't cared either way.

  I don't think they'd understand it. I don't think they would accept it.

   Tim decided to try and apologize. He had a feeling it wouldn't work. He walked up to Toby's room and knocked on the door.
  No answer. 
  Again he knocked.
  No answer.
  Tim became worried. He knocked one more time. This time there was a loud thud.

I loved......

 
   Tim tried opening his door.
    "Damnit!" He cursed under his breath. 
   He started to bang his shoulder against the door.

And i loved....

   He finally got it open but instantly regretted it. Toby lay on the floor, blood pouring out of his wrists.
  He ran over to check if he was still breathing. He began to sob holding Toby in his arms. 
  "I'm s-so so sorry." Tim cried.
  He cried into Toby's lifeless body.

And i lost you....

And it hurts like hell....




An:  hey guys. I hope you like this. I know its extremely sad but that's how i feel right now. I feel like shit. Anyways, i hope you guys are doing ok.
      Love,
               Skye ^^

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