Just Dont Fall For Him

I am in love 😣❤😙

I was a lunch with Ewelina, Kinga, Maria, Kuba, Mike and few others we were sitting at one table on the opposite cute guy called " Mikołaj" he was keep looking at me and I was looking back.
Me and Ewelina went to a toilet and left the others and Mikołaj followed us" Oi Lily why was you looking at Mikołaj all the time?"
" i don't know he is cute and he was looking at me so why not"
" hmm "
"What" I looked at her louthing out loud
" well I don't think he is only cute you may like him" she giggled a bit
" me?! Liking him?!wtf no" i blushed i don't even know why
" Okey wait here I am going to toilet I will be right back"
"Okey okey i won't leave you"
"Okey I running coz I will piss my self"
"Okey i will walk your way "
I was walking slowly to the toilet and Mikołaj stoped me " hey "
"Hey" i said a bit shy
"We have next lesson togher"
"Yeah I know"
"Wanna walk with me now"
I went bright red I couldn't talk so I just shake my head.
"We are not walking to class, class it's in other side of school..." i said a bit confused
"Yeah I know I wanted to talk to you on your own where there will be no one who will distribute us" he said looking stright into my eyes. He had such a beautiful  eyes bright blue my favourite color
" disturb us from what?" I said quietly nearly wispering
"Well I don't know how to start"
"Just tell me c'mon"
"I am scared" he looked down at his shoes. He looked so cute omg
" don't be a pussy tell me" I was trying to act hard but I didn't work well.
"I was wondering if you would come with me to the cinema this Friday" omfg did he just asked me for a date?! Me?! Omg i am so happy
" date?"
"Yeah... if not it's fine"
"No... no... I will go what time?"
"7ish ?"
"Okey see ya"
"Wait he shouted"
"Yeah Okey" he look into my eyes his eyes tho... he grabbed my face and stroke it slowly and went for a kiss I kissed him back obviously... then he went... all day I couldn't stop thinking about him at 6pm when I got home I got text from Ewelina " why didn't you wait what happened?!" I called her coz I couldn't be bothered to text and she start talking in serious voice " don't fall for him he does that to everyone." "Too late I think I am in love" she said quietly "i told you. You will fall in love one day"
I didn't think It would happened to me tho"
"It happens to everyone "
"Can you come mine it Thursday tomz i am going on date I need help picking my clothes" I said
"Yeah I will be there in 15 mins" thanks love you loads babe xoxo" "Okey bye xoxox"
Ewelina come we were trying all my clothes but non of them would be good enough so we went shopping and you won't belive who we met . Yes him mikołaj he come up to us and said "are we still going on the date tomorrow?" Yes don't worry I just come to buy some clothes for tomorrow and some new make up"
"Yeah Okey sorry bebe to tell you late but we are actually going to my house and then party and then cinema and restaurant after if you don't mind" yes it perfectly fine" I said really shy. He kissed me and said I will pick you up at 6 right?"
"Yeah"
When he walked away quite far away I screamed from happiness everyone looked at me like a wiredo but I didn't care I was in love for the first time, I know 16 year old girl in love for the first time, never had a crush on any boy before or be really into relationships my logistics was 5 weeks. I know wired it may be hard to belive but I am still a virgin!
"But what if he will want sex?! I never done it before"
"Don't worry it will go fine" thank god I have Ewelina I don't know what I could do with out her in my life.
"Okey first let's go for underwere"
"Yeah let's go" when we walked in I run to those cute pants I was in love and they only costed £2 so I brought it and I brought bra that's match it. Then I didn't know what to get dress or something else.
" I am kinda hungry what about you Ewelina?"
"Yeah should we go for pizza i can't think with empty stomach"
"Same"
After we ate we decide to go for a dress I've tried like 10 of them but I didn't like them... we went to different shops and it was same until I saw this beautyful dress I loved it but when I looked at yhe price I was shocked "£50?! I shouted
"It's really pretty but I don't think it's worth that kind of money"
" fuck it I am going to buy it "
When we were paying I relized I don't have £5 I acc cried
"Don't worry I will give you it "
"Omg you saved my life when we will get home I will give it back"
"Okey..."
We went to buy shoes and Ewelina paid when we got home I gave back to her. And I tried all the clothes on.
I looked so good.... I took a pic on snapchat and posted on my story and Mikołaj texted
"you look so beautiful babe just like always xox "
I texted back
" awwh thanks babe you are so sweet can't wait for tomz! Xoxox"
"Same baby girl I have an surprise for you xxx" Omg what was he planning
"Awww you didn't have too xxx"
" but I wanted xxx"
"Okey I am off need some rest for tomz I'll text you in morning goodnight babyboi xxxx"
"Goodnight princess sleep well xxxxx💕"
I told Ewelina that I am going to sleep and she went home. I couldn't sleep until like 3am because I was so excited for my first date with boy who I actually like for the first time, then I went sleep and woke up at 12 am I didn't go school I was getting ready all day and then I got text from mikołaj saying
"I am nearly ready I will pick you up in 1h xxx"
"Okey xxxx"
I was so happy. Minutes when past like hours. And after while he come looking soo fucking good I couldn't get my eyes off him and couldn't talk either
He grabbed my hand and wisperd
"Do you trust me?"
"Yes I do"
"Okey close your eyes and I will put something on your eyes to make sure you ain't looking Okey ?"
"Okey" i said a bit scared. We went into his car and we drived like 5 mins and we got there
" why can i smell and hear sea?" I said exited
"Yes"
He took the thing off my eyes and i was holding back tears.... he did picnic with my favourite food sweets and stuff in a house witch looks so expensive. We were on roof he looked at me and said
"this is my house"
"Wow how?"
"Well my parents died and it was theirs but they put gave it all to me before they died"
"Who you live with then if you dont mind me asking."
"Grandparents... they adopted me."
"Oh sorry for asking" i looked down at my shoes feeling bad.
"Its fine i hated my dad be was abusing my family ( mom, me, my older brother, and younger ones is well)" i didn't say any thing for a while and then he said
" my mom was depprest, doing drugs like amfetamina,ccocaine, weed, lsd and those kind. She was aggressive is well coz of then drugs. On my birthday she didn't even say happy birthday to me she forgot same as my dad, she wouldn't let let me see my brothers often she never been at home, they kicked me out to my grandparents i just felt like they didn't love me...." he said with tears in his eyes he continued " they were shouting at me for pointless stuff like 'you did me wrong sandwich it meant to be not a lot butter." But i didn't put much, you could barely see it. Or you woke me up 1 minute later then you spouts too do... they were shouting at me stuff like 'we didnt even want you', 'you was an accident', ' i should of used condom at the party', i should of gave you away to homecare,' 'we dont need you here' you go away and never come back', i hate you!" He cried i hugged him tight, he hugged me back tighter. We were standing there for 5 minutes hugging and he was crying.
Then i managed to calm him down a bit and we sat down start eating strawberries with melted chocolate it was nice and i fed him and he fed me. He held my hand and said "now your turn to talk about you"
"Well i dont have best life ever but its not bad either dad died when i was 5 years old. He was on alcoholic he was cheating on mom but he was best dad ever mom kicked him out and he didn't have any money or a house he would search bins just to find something for my 2 older sisters and me. Mom had a divorce with him and find a different one... i didn't like him.... then she was pregnant with stepcunt that's what i call him and my dad treated my little sister like his own daughter. Then we moved across the country after my dads death. But the worst part is that i found him dead when i was 5... he was laying on street rats around him and ants. I called my mom and ambulance i was pretty brave. But it scared me for life seeing my dead all crowded with rats now i am terrified of them. Every time i see them i scream and cry." I cried he held my hand and said
"If you dont want to talk about it its fine"
"Nah i do i never told this to any one even to Ewelina. I hate crying in front of people i feel weak. He interped me.
"Baby you are not weak. You are strong because you are keep going... you never give up. You are the strongest women who i met in my life, and the most beautiful women in my life is well. He looked into my eyes. I continued " i dont feel strong tho and beautiful because of my older sister through all of my childhood she was calling me names like fat, annoying, stupid , that i am mentally ill, that mom doesn't love me, that i am addopted, that i was an accident... and i believed her after a while and guess what she still says that." I look into his eyes and said "but with you i feel save" and looked down a bit shy and went bright red. He picked my chin up and kissed me the most amazing kiss in world then he said "you should baby "....