He lifted his hand to hit me, in seconds his hand made contact with my left cheek. I feel to floor with my hand on my cheek. It was throbbing in pain I could tell that it was red.
"SEE WHAT YOU MADE ME DO, ROBYN?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "IF YOU WOULD JUST LISTEN TO ME AND NOT SPEAK OVER ME THIS KIND OF SHIT WOULDN'T HAPPEN! DAMMIT YOU FUCKING BITCH WHY CAN'T YOU RESPECT ME, HUH?!?!?" Nothing but silence. "THAT IS A QUESTION FOR YOU TO ANSWER YOU FILTHY DOG!"
I opened my mouth and forced words to come out of my mouth. "Bruno, Im so sorry. I didn't think you were coming home early, i'm sorry."
"What are you sorry for?" I said nothing.
"I ASKED YOU WHAT YOU ARE SORRY FOR!!!!!"
"Im sorry I didn't know you were coming early and that dinner wasn't made. I'm soooo sorry Bruno." I looked up at him. He had calm down, his hands were no longer in fists and his eyes back to the normal chocolate brown.
He offered his hand to help me up. I just stared at it. I love Bruno, with all my heart but the way he treats me is just..... horrible. I refused to take his hand. I lifted myself up without breaking the eye contact with Bruno.
"I'll go make your dinner. I'm so sorry." Tears were trying to leave my eyes but, I refused to let them escape. I walked away, trying to keep the distance between us. I made it to the hallway and stopped at the mirror. I looked at my cheek carefully trying not to touch it to hard. I just stared at the girl in the mirror. Who was she? I'm not the same girl my mother raised. Im not the tough, strong girl anymore.
I walked to the refrigerator to gather to ingredients for dinner. I heard footsteps come from behind me. I shot up instantly, scared shitless. "Robyn, im sorry, baby. I just, I just want the best for us. We have to learn to communicate more. I'm sorry baby you don't deserve that..... I love you." I had a hard time believing him. He has said this many times before I don't know what to believe.
"Lets just order dinner. You want Chinese?"
"I'm actually not hungry. But you can go ahead." I was scared, waiting for his reply.
"You see what i'm talking about, Robyn." he was getting mad again. I saw his hands clutch into fists again. His eyes turning dark once again.
"This, Robyn. THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME MAD!!!!"
"I don't know what you're talking abo-" he cut me off.
"I TRY TO DO SOMETHING NICE AND YOUR ASS RUINS IT!"
"Well, i'm soooo fucking sorry im not hungry! MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU SLAPPED THE HUNGER OUT OF ME!!!!" I didn't notice the words that had escaped my mouth.
He looked at me like he could slap me again. He moved closer towards me, so close that i could feel his hot breath against my skin. I was stiff. I couldn't move at all. I had a feeling that if I did move a muscle I would get hurt all over again.
The only words that would came out of my mouth were "Bruno what are you doing!?" I was frightened. As soon as I said that his eyes became a soft brown shade again. I honestly didn't know what to expect from him at this point. Bruno has horrible mood swings and the safest thing to do right now is to just stand still and figure out what the fuck he was doing.
"BRUNO!!!! What are you doing!?" he put his index finger to my lips to quiet me. He forcefully pressed his lips against mine. With all my might I pushed him off of me. His breathing was heavy I know what he wanted. I just didn't want to give it to him.
He looked desperate "Robyn, Please." He was almost begging "Let me make you feel good and make the pain go away. Please." I didn't know what to say. He moved towards me again. Only this time I accepted his kiss.
I forgot how this felt. How it felt to feel loved, how it felt to have his lips on mine. The kiss grew bigger and bigger. I grabbed a handful of his hair persuading him to continue. He lifted me up onto the counter making it easier for me to kiss him. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our breathing was getting faster and faster. He let out a low moan
"Bedroom, Bruno" I said breathlessly. He broke the kiss and nodded in agreement.
He carried me up the stairs wedding style. He opened the bedroom door in a rush. As soon as we were in the room. He carefully laid me down on the bed. He pressed his lips against mine passionately. The feeling was magical. He broke the kiss to remove his shirt and lifted me up to remove my shirt, then my pants and panties. I was left with nothing on besides my red bombshell bra. He looked at my body in a hungry manner. He kissed my lips then he moved to my neck. He left soft, wet kisses. I let a moan escape. I felt him smile against my neck. While doing that he unhooked my bra making me smile. He took off my red bombshell bra in one motion. He licked my left nipple while rubbing the other with his right hand. I let out a soft moan. He placed his lips around my breasts making my back bend in pleasure. He did the same to my other breast making me feel wonderful.
He moved down leaving trails of wet kisses on my stomach. He made it to where he has been wanted to be. He smiled before spreading my legs apart. He kissed my thighs making his way to his destination. The next thing I know, his index and ring finger are inside me. I closed my eyes remembering the times we've done this before. All the sudden he found me. He found my spot. I moaned his name knowing he liked that. "BRUNOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! OH MY GOD YESSSSSSS!" He removed his fingers and replaced them with his tongue. His tongue was all over the place. He licked the inside then the outside. "God, you're so wet. Do I make you feel good baby?" I nodded my head. He laid down next to me. "Now it's my turn to make you feel good." I whispered in his ear.
Pulled off his jeans I decided I wanted to tease him. I kissed the thin fabric that covered his penis. "Stop teasing, Robyn" I smiled knowing he had a love/ hate relationship with it. I removed his boxers slowly revealing his length. I put my mouth on him, he was already hard. It was warm, hard and just perfect. I sucked on it slowly he moved my hair to the side so it won't be in the way. He stroked my hair to let me know to continue. I sucked harder and faster making him grow bigger. I removed it from my mouth licking it up and down. I swirled my tongue around the head. He let out a moan that turned me on.
"Robynnn, babe i'm going to cum!!!!" I had him where I wanted him. "Let me get inside you, Robyn!!!!! Now!" I didn't reject. He lifted me up and placed me on the bed. He hovered over me his hands on either side of my face. I felt him enter me, I rolled my head to the side and closed my eyes in pleasure. He grabbed my chin and moved my face to where I was facing him. He pressed his lips against mine licking my lips telling me to let his tongue enter. I allowed. He picked up the pace, faster and faster every breath. "God dammit you're tight!"
"BRUNOOOOO BABE I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE!!!"
"Just hold it in babe, I'm almost there." He said breathlessly. "Now baby!" I didn't hesitate, I let my self out. I felt the warmness fill inside me.
I closed my eyes in pleasure. "Mmmmm" Bruno hummed into my ear. He rolled off from ontop of me. "Baby im sorry I hurt you." He said stroking my cheek. "I promise I'll never do it again. Ever." With that being said he held me in his arms and we both fell asleep.
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This was written for one of my bffs, Robyn. Her birthday was January 30th but, I didn't start writing until the 28th so I only had two days. She being the sweet understanding person. She gave me until Saturday.... Well, today is Saturdayyyyy WOOT WOOT!!!! @hooliganforlif3 I hope you liked it! It was written just for you! ♡
