The Diaries Of Genevieve

Monday Feb, 6th

I haven't written in a while... Sorry. I should probably finish talking about my mom's death. Well, after she died I tried to commit suicide many times but nothing worked. My sister Annie always found me. I was in and out of the hospital very often between the ages 11 and 12. I finally found a foster home that doesn't think I am a freak. They signed me up for therapy and told me they are going to help me. Annie is almost 18 so she won't have to be here for long.. I have scars. My new family calls them "battle scars" but that bullshit... I'm not brave for doing it. I'm weak, that's why I do it. I'm failing most of my classes. Except Drama. I'm an actress, it makes me feel special. I get completely wrapped up in whatever role I'm playing. I usually spend my time studying lines for whatever play or student film I'm in. I'm different from the kids at school. I've been through more. I dont fit in with the popular people, I never get picked in P.E... I'm what you would call a loser but I dont let that stop me.. oh wait, yes I do actually... I HATE MY LIFE