Until...until I Met.... Her

She can't be....

I sat in the hallway outside her room. Several doctors walking by giving me glances. A nurse came out the room and said i could go in.

She was laying there. Still. Not moving. But still breathing. She has a big cut across the back for her head. It was stitched up. I went over and held her hand. Thinking of all the things I could have said to her. Should have said to her.

The doctor came in and out his hand in my shoulder and offered me to sleep on the sofa in the room. I took the offer. Layed down and went to sleep.

As I woke up a man was in the room talking to her even though she was in a deep sleep. He was apologising for the hit. This is whem i realised he was the one to put her in hospital!! I got up and grabbed the vase from the unit. He turned to me with tears in his eyes. Before he knew it, I had him pinned to the wall hitting him with the glass vase. Once. Twice. And even the third time which just about finished him.

I let go dropping him to the floor. He layed there. Silent. And dead. I dropped the vase. "Oh No!"

I heard people running down the hallway. I was not going back there. I climbed on the sofa and got out the window. Before I left I saw her. Laying. Not breathing. She was as beautiful as an angel. But she has gone to heaven. I whispered

"I'm sorry"

I jumped down and Ran. Ran for my life. I never ran so fast. I let the wind carry me. I found an alley way. On it's own. I climbed over the fence and sat.

All alone. But it doesn't matter. You wanna know why. Becuase like i said before. I have no feelings. I have no soal.

Until....until i...met

Her......