Suicide

Music

Olivia's POV:
A couple hours after I looked at Amanda's drawings, I was downstairs reading, and I started hearing singing. I figured it was Amanda so I went upstairs to hear better. I leaned against the door post and watch her draw and sing. She was singing 'I Want Crazy' by Hunter Hayes. I smiled at her and listened, she has a beautiful voice.

I love Amanda's voice. I watched her until she took her headphones out and stood up. Then she noticed me. "How long have you been here?" She asks me.

"Well, I wanna be scared don't wanna know why" I sing. She goes back to her desk, grabs her iPhone and headphones and walks downstairs with me. She starts singing 'God Gave Me You' by Blake Shelton.

After that, she sang 'Dirt Road Anthem' by Jason Aldean.

When she was done, she asked, "Liv? Can we watch '2 Broke Girls'?"

"Sure!" I turn on the tv. When it's over its about 9:45 so she goes to bed. She turns on music and listens to '1,2,3,4' by Plain White T's.

She fell asleep for a while, while I was watching '2 and a Half Men'. I jumped when I heard screaming. I thought it was Saydi, she always has nightmares, but I was wrong. Amanda was on the floor screaming, "Stop! Stop it!"

I ran over to her and started to shake her, "Amanda! Amanda! Wake up!" I grabbed her stomach, I quickly pulled my hand away. She was drenched in blood, the bottom of her shirt was all bloody, and so were her legs down to her knees.

I totally forgot she was screaming until I hear this loud shrieking noise coming from her. I look over at her face, she was staring at me. "Mommy? There's something wrong with the baby!"

"I know baby, I know." I grab my phone and dial 911 with my blood stained hands. I ask for an ambulance, I sang to Amanda until they got there. I sang 'Can't Blame a Girl for Trying' by Sabrina Carpenter.

Finally we got to the hospital. Saydi was with me, and Elliot was with the other kids. They took Amanda into a room on a stretcher. I was sobbing into my blood stained hands, Saydi kept pulling them away from my eyes, but within 10 seconds there back on my eyes. She just stopped trying.

2 hours later the doctor called us in. Amanda was asleep in the hospital bed. "What's wrong with her? Why was she bleeding?" Saydi asked.

"She had stitches in her uterus, being pregnant caused those stitches to come undone. So she started to bleed, the baby is fine, but the mother is not." Dr. Mayers explains.

"What do you mean the mother is not?!" I ask irritated.

"She will keep bleeding if we don't close the wound. Eventually, she will stop breathing if we don't close it." She explains.

"Oh my god!" I start sobbing. After a couple minutes everything goes black. I wake up in a hospital room of my own. "Where... What... Why?"

The nurse walks in and rubs my shoulder knowing I'm gonna cry at what she says, "Olivia? Did you know that you were pregnant?"

"Were?! And I was pregnant?!" I ask.

"Yes. You had a miscarriage." She says. The heart monitor starts beeping really fast. "Olivia? Olivia! Olivia I nee-" and everything goes black.

Nurse's POV:
"Olivia? Olivia! I need you to focus on my breathing!" I say. By that time she was already passed out. I hear screaming from the other room where Amanda was. "What happened?" I ask.

"She just started to shake and tense up! She won't wake up!"