I tried to write about you,
but you've always lived between the lines of my poetry so every word I jotted down was cleaving the skin off my bones until I became a mess of torn flesh and stifled moans.I tried to write about you,
but you condensed yourself into every word, every idea and every cell of my still body.
THE PAIN WAS UNBEARABLE.I tried to write about you,
but I ran out of ink, and the words started accumulating at the base of my throat- I COULD NOT BREATHE AND I COULD NOT SCREAM.//you killed me.//
I tried to write about you,
but the only word I managed to choke out was "murderer."