"and after all, you're my wonder wall."
-wonder wall, oasis.
noora | sunday | time unknown
dead. he was dead. my father. my heart felt empty, so cold. the funeral was in six days, i couldn't even decide whether i wanted to go or not. part of me felt nothing, but part of me felt guilt. william was the shoulder i needed to cry on right now.
"you don't have to go if you don't want to." he said in a soft tone, tucking my hair behind my ear.
"my mum will disown me if i don't go." i sighed.
"hasn't she already? she shows you no love or feeling."
"true. ugh."
"calm down, noora. i can tell you're stressing. do you want help relaxing?" william smirked, edging closer to me.
"no, william!" i hit him with a cushion.
"it was just a suggestion." he chuckled, a small smile on his face.
"are you hungry?"
"i'm starving." i groaned, patting my stomach.
"i'll cook something." william said, pecking my cheek.
"thanks." i weakly smiled.
i decided to ease my conscience by sending vilde a message.
message to: vilde
vilde, please don't ignore me. can we fix this? i want nothing more than us to be friends. N x
i sat in silence, waiting patiently for a reply, but the reply didn't come. i messaged eva, the only person who i thought would speak to me.
message to: evaaaa
eva... help me vilde's completely ignoring me and none of the others have said anything. what do i do?
message from: evaaaa
Noora!! I love you. Stay calm. You aren't in the wrong, just give V time xx
message to: evaaaa
you always make me feel better. thank you xxx
i thought it best to take eva's advice. i waited for william to finish cooking before a word came out of my mouth.
"i sent vilde a message. she's ignoring me, so i text eva and i feel better now." i sighed, eating some of my pasta.
"you can't do anymore. she doesn't want to talk, she will when she's ready." william said with a reassuring smile.
"when she's ready."
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