all that matters is us

Harry and Haley

Haley's pov

"Soo..." Said Harry all awkwardly

"Are you sure you wanna stay the night with me?" I asked. I really don't know why someone like him would like someone like me.

"Of course! You're so pretty. Um... I don't want to disrespect you or make you do things you don't want to." He said "I don't want you to be awkward around me."

"Well. You can sleep with me. I just don't want to have sex. There are things I don't want you to see yet." I was so scared of him seeing my fresh cuts and scars.

"Can I maybe ask what you don't want me to see? You made me a little worried."

"Oh. Uh, nothing..."

"It's okay if you don't want to tell me, Haley. I won't make you. And the last thing I want you to do is scare you away."

He said as he came over to me and pulled my hips into his and kissed me.

It was perfect. It wasn't hard but it was soft. And gentle. I felt a tickle up my spine. Our mouths moved together. I haven't felt like this with someone ever

I was still a bit afraid though. Because my ex was abusive. He hit me. I left him after the first time but he found me when I left and attacked me. That's why I hate myself so much because I'm stupid and ugly. But Harry. He made me feel beautiful. Like he built the sun for me. Like our hearts were built together but were broken in 2 and finally brought together.

"Harry. I... I know this is the first, well second time we've met but I need to tell you something." I was sure I wanted to tell him everything. I haven't been so sure for a while. As long as I'm right it's a good change for me. So I did.

"How could someone treat someone so lovely and beautiful as you? You are perfect Haley. And please, don't do that to yourself. I really like you. And I was wondering if I can have the permission to call you mine. And again, if you don't want me to I won't." He was so understanding. I just can't believe he'd want to ever call me his.

"Yes. Call me yours. Whenever you want. I really like you. You treat me right. I love that. So do you maybe want to have... Sex, I'm okay with it. And I want to do it."

"You don't want to do it as much as I do. Only I really want to. But now, I just want to hold you. That's all that matters." Oh God, his hair is so gorgeous. Not everyone can pull off curls.

"Let's lay down. And share our secrets. And cuddle." I whispered in his ear. I think I made him a little hard as he pushed me down in the bed as I only had my underwear and my shirt on and he was only wearing his boxers, and he climbed on top of me as we smiled in between kisses as I had my legs wrapped around his back.

He began to kiss my neck. I felt so turned on. I liked it. I felt his bulge get harder. I bucked my hips a little.

He climbed off of my. I was a little upset. Like he didn't want me. "I'm sorry. I should have controlled myself." He looked so ashamed.

"No. Harry. I like it. Please. Give it to me." I was so desperate and wet. I wanted it so badly.

"No. It's not right. I don't want you to feel guilty after. I don't want to do it on the first day, it's not appropriate. I was taught better. I want to make it right between us. I want us to last forever. Because I really like you." He almost made me cry.

"Oh fine. But I like this position. It's nice. I love your tattoos. They are so pretty. I love them."

"Thanks! Now lets sleep, babe." When he said that I died a little inside when he called me babe.

"Okay." I agreed not wanting to sleep.

He held me as i got comfortable. This was so nice.

"Goodnight, Harry."

"Night love."

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I skipped lunch to write this. Thanks for reading!