The new kid (Hayes Grier)

Feelings??

Paige*
Its been about three days since that outburst happened in the little house in the woods. I still feel sorta bad but it was the truth.

Today me and my girls are going to look for dresses for graduation....yup graduation is in 2 1/2 months and I still haven't applied for an colleges I was thinking about going to SCAD university for photography but I don't know yet.  I still want me and Hayes to still be together but I have no clue how this is gonna work out.

"well let's go shopping I know that's what you do when you need to get your mind off things" max said.

"okay let's go" I said. 

We head to the mall and went to Windsor's (it's a dress shop if no one knew) walking around I find this dress that is tight fitting and I really liked it usually I don't wear tight fitting clothes I don't like my figure but Hayes likes it I have no clue why but guys are weird about stuff like that.

Walking around more I thought about mine and Hayes's relationships I'm madly in love with him and I see us getting married and having a family of our own I really see that happening but I'm leaving for college soon and my life just isn't here.

"guys I think I wanna break..." I said.

"You wanna break up with Hayes what!!! Why" Kat asked.

"I just need time to clear my head I really do love him and I see a future with him it's just I need space" I said.

"he'll understand...hopefully"max said.

"yea he will he's a very understanding person" I said.

Walking to the food court I notice a guy that looked a lot like Nash...just then he was walking over to us.

"hey Wassup...." I said as he walked up.

"lady's!!" Nash said.

"hey nash" max said......max always had a crush on Nash But she knew they could never be together.

"yo Wassup max" he said winking at her.

"what are you doing here" I asked already knowing why.... Chillin with the boys.

" just getting out the house, umm what's up with you and lil bro you haven't been at the house in like three day what's up" he asked.

" oh uh nothing I've been busy" I lied.

" paige don't lie to me what's wrong y'all were perfectly fine last week" Nash said.

"I'll catch up with y'all in a few" I told max, penney and aaliyah, and me and Nash sat down. 

"so explain" he said.

"well Hayes showed me his and tez lil house in the woods and he started talking about how when we have kids he wants to live there and I was like no no no this is yours and tez quite place this isn't a place to raise kids and stuff" I said. 

"so what's the reason you haven't called him or spoke to him or even came to see him" he asked.

"I just needed me time I miss him yea I do but I think me and him need a break just for a little bit like I need time to clear my head like I'm about to go off to college and I'll be stressed over that" I said.

"You love him right?" he asked.

"yes of course I'll always love him" I said looking at him. 

"then talk to him let Him know before something goes wrong" he said.

"I'm already fucking up our relationship what else is there to fuck up" I asked.

"yalls friendship" he said.

"I mean there ain't much of a friendship there he didn't even know me a day before he asked me out, I really wanna be with him I love him and I see us getting married and having kids but we rushed our relationship even tho we learn new things about each other everyday... Nash I just I don't know what to do!" I said.

"You have a point there but y'all have been together for what two years almost and your now thinking about this now before graduation!" he said," yea you're gonna go off to college outta state probably and Hayes can't go with you, that'll be your break for eachother don't tell him you wanna break just tell him your starting college soon and you have to move wherever your going to and you'll be gone a while that you wanna try long distances dating"

"you think that'll work? That being apart for a while will bring us back together stronger that ever!" I asked hoping that's what he meant.

"exactly, now go find your dress for graduation" he said as I got up.

"thanks nash you really are a good brother" I said and patted him on the back.

"see ya paige" he said as I walked away.

"soo what did he say" Penney asked. 

"he just told me to talk to him let him know what's going through my head" I said.

"we could've told you that" aaliyah said.

"yeah imma talk to him I just don't know where to start we have no type friendship since we basically started dating since day one" I said.

"just tell him how you feel" max said.

"alright but when graduation is in a week" I said.

"do it before anything gets worse" max said.

"well let's get our outfits and head back to my place mom's making hamburger helper" Penney says excitedly.

"oml you and your hamburger helper" max laughed rolling her eyes. 

Hey cuties sorry I have updated its been very crazy lately 😥