Chapter 1: The Stage
"I hate you... You know that?" I ask as I look at Andy who had a smirk on his face as he looked over me. He and Juliet were sitting on the couch and cuddling while I was sitting by myself. Yet the anger didn't spawn from that. For a little over a year now Andy and I have been together but he just can't seem to break it off with Juliet. thinking over the last year, tears come to my eyes so I shake my head a look away. A shaky sigh leaves me and I look at the T.V
"What's wrong Ashley?" Juliet asks and I roll my eyes to where she can't see. I can't believe she doesn't see that Andy and I have been screwing for a long time. I mean she has a gay-dare or at least you would think she'd have a gay-dare. Everyone has been coming out lately and getting together and she never acts surprised with the rest of them.
"Oh, nothing. Andy just always keeps the heat low when I like it high. I'm cold but I've been told if I mess with the thermostat that I'll get shanked." I say and she raises an eyebrow then nods her head. I look up at Andy and see he is staring right at me. He still had a smirk on his face that made my stomach twist and turn.
He knew that it hurt me to see Andy and Juliet together but he was loving the fact that I was sitting here watching them cuddle together. I glare at him then stand up and walk into the bunk hall. I bite my lip then crawl into my bunk and feel tears come to my eyes Thank god that tour ended in two days.
Once tour was over I get to move to Vegas and not talk to Andy for a while. I can't leave the band because it would crush the fans to much but I can't hang around Andy all the time. "Ash... baby." Andy says then pulls back my curtain. I shove my face in my pillow and try to get rid of the tears. "Oh baby I'm so sorry. I didn't know she was coming." he says then slides a hand down my back.
I shudder at his mere touch then look him in the eyes. He looked sad, but I knew he wasn't. "Whatever Andy. Go back and watch the movie with her. After this tour I'm going to Vegas." I whisper and he sighs.
"Ash don't do that. Please. You know I-" he starts then I place my hand over his mouth.
"Don't you even dare say that Andrew Dennis Biersack cause if it was true" I say then point my finger towards the door to the main lounge. "She wouldn't be here and I would be the only one you're with." I say and he sighs then gives me a look.
"How about all those girls you were with?"
"Are any of them here? Have I slept with a girl in a year and a half? No. You have though. You go home to her and not me. You kiss her and love her in front of the fans. Not me. It's never me and I'm sick of playing side fuck. So fuck you Andy and go away." I say then push him away from my bunk. Quickly I shut my curtain then lay back down. I look up at the top of my bunk and just let the tears go. This isn't me. I'm suppose to be the player. The top. The strong one, but not with Andy. I can't be. God knows why but it's just not possible.
"Ashley! Let's go! Sound check is an hour and you know what that means!" Cc yells and I take in a deep breath as a smile goes across my face. I wipe my eyes and take a few breaths then jump out of my bunk and walk into the main lounge.
"Shots!" I shout and Cc throws his fist into the air. I laugh as I walk over to the counter and grab the bottle of Jack we always had. I hear Juliet sigh and I roll my eyes.
"Come on Andy! We're taking shots!" Cc yells and Andy laughs then shakes his head as I look over at him.
"Nah man. I can't handle booze. I've quit." he says and I snicker then pour into my shot glass. Cc and I clink our glasses then throw them back. Cc and I both make a weird face and laugh as the liquor slides down our throats.
"Fuck yeah!" Cc says and I laugh then take another shot. Cc wraps his arm around my shoulder and I lean against him. I hear Andy grunt and I smirk then rest my head against Cc's shoulder.
"Alright man. No more shots before the show. I'm going to go get ready. You get ready as well." I say and Cc nods his head then we both walk to our bunks. Cc is the only one who knows that I've been sleeping around with Andy. He doesn't really support it but he knows that I was happy. Now I wish I wouldn't have ever slept with Andy. I wouldn't be in this mess.
"You alright dude? Why is Juliet here?" Cc asks and I shrug then pull out my vest and pants for the show. I checked over my cowboy hat and made sure I had my belt. I nod my head the start to get undressed. "You never answered me Ashley." Cc says and I sigh.
"No. I'm moving to Vegas once tour is over and I have no clue why Juliet is here. I wish she wasn't." I say and Cc nods his head then slips on his new shirt.
"So how about this morning? You feeling alright since then? I mean you were throwing up like fucking Satan was coming out of you and now you're fine." he says and I laugh nodding my head.
"Must have ate something or drank to much, but yeah I'm fine now." I say and he nods his head.
"Good. We can't have a sick bassist." he says and I nod my head then put on my hat. Cc raises an eyebrow and I smirk as I open up my vest to make it clear I had NO shirt on under this black vest.
"So I'm pretty damn sure Andy and I are over, but what's the fun in leaving him alone. I'm gonna make him want me." I say biting my lip. Cc's eyes grow wide and I slip on my star necklace. I make sure my Outlaw tattoo was showing and that my butt looked good. I nod my head then walk out of the bunk area messing with my hair.
I take off my hat and shake my hair around. I walk over to the counter and look in the mirror. I place my hat on the counter then start to do my hair. I poof it up then 'accidentally' hit my hat off the table. "Shit." I say then bend down and grab it.
"You okay Ash?" Juliet asks and I nod my head.
"Yeah just dropped my hat." I say turning around and I see Andy staring at me like I'm a piece of meat. I smirk then wave and walk out of the bus. The warm air hits me since it's almost summer and we're in California since tonight is part of the last three performances.
Today San Diego, tomorrow L.A, then the last day is still L.A. "Wait Ash!" I hear someone yell and I see Jinxx running over to me. "Did you guys already do the shots?" he asks and I nod my head.
"Yup." I say and he sighs then nods his head.
"Well alright then. I'll go take a few shots then do you want to meet me at the stage in twenty to figure shit out before the meat heads get there?" he asks and I nod my head. He smiles then walks off and I sigh then laugh a little. We did this everyday. Took shots. Went to soundcheck, perform, then randomly there are days were Jinxx and I will check on everything. Then even more likely Andy and I would screw.
I roll my eyes then sigh and start to walk over to the venue. It was nice and with three bands on tour with us it came in handy. I walk onto stage and smile. This was the only place I could never hate.
The stage.
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Living Through The Andley Accident (Mpreg) (Complete)
FanfictionAfter just being a fling something drastic happened and it makes their little fling a bit harder to cut off. Can Ashley and Andy handle whats happened or will everything crumble down around them?