Chapter 6: Band Meeting

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Chapter 6: Band Meeting 

7 weeks pregnant

"I'm here!" I yell as I walk into the bar the band always meets up at. Cc waves and I walk over. So far only Jake, Cc and I are here. I smile at them both and sit down then roll my neck. Cc laughs then taps the table.

"Did you have fun yesterday at the mall? I mean look at shit for the baby was fun. A lot funner than the movies and other guys make it seem." Cc says and I laugh.

"You had fun looking at baby stuff?" I ask and both Jake and Cc nods their heads.

"Yeah.... It was fun." Jake says and I roll my eyes then hear the door to the restaurant open. We all look up and see Jinxx and Andy walking in at the same time. I take in a deep breath then put a smile on my face. "Inna also really loved hanging out with all of us yesterday and helping you think of stuff for the baby. I can already tell that little shit is going to be uber spoiled!" Jake says a little loud so Andy could head.

"Especially if it's a girl like we all think it's going to be. She's going to be a rocker bratt!" I say laughing and both Jake and Cc laugh with me.

"Oh you bet your ass your kids going to be a bratt!" Jinxx says as he sits down besides me. I smile at him and he smiles at me.

"So I see we all know about the little thing growing in Ashley." Andy says monotone and all the guys glare at him. After a second they all come back to me.

"SO! If it is a girl what are you going to name it. I mean I know you're only about seven weeks but knowing you, you have names picked out." Jake says and I nod my head sheepishly.

"Yeah I do...."

"WHAT!" Jinxx, Jake, and Cc yell.

"Onyx. Onyx Black Purdy for a girl then Damon Ryder Purdy." I say and Andy's eyes go wide. Those were the names we talked about naming our kids someday. Andy sighs then shakes his head a little then clears his throat.

"Alright so we need to talk about Black Veil Brides. What are we going to do about touring cause as mad as I am at Ash right now I'm not going to have him get hurt by touring while pregnant." he says and I feel a few butterflies in my stomach as he says that.

All the guys nod as they think this over. "And what are we going to do after the baby is born? Obviously Ashley will not be leaving the band unless he wants to so we as a group need to think about how to change how we tour so a baby can come with us." Andy says and start to think. He's right. We party. I party. Well I'm not going to anymore

"Yeah...." I say and they all look at me. I wrap my arm around my stomach thinking about how much I drank from the night he or she was made till I found out I was pregnant. Could I have already hurt my baby?

"You okay Ash?" Cc asks and I look up at them.

"I made this baby when I was super drunk.... And before I found out I was pregnant I drank a lot. What if I already hurt this baby?" I ask and more tears come to my eyes. Jinxx sighs then wraps an arm around me and I take in a deep breath.

"It's okay. Just don't drink again." Jake says and I nod my head. Cc smiles at me a little then I sigh and rest my head back on the seat.

"So... when was the baby made?" Andy asks and I raise an eyebrow. He sighs then all the guy clear their throats and get up. I sigh then look at Andy.

"Whether you believe me or not this is your kid. You can say it's Alex's. You can say whatever you want." I say and he sighs then run his hands through his hair.

"I can't believe it till I see the child. I mean I want it to be mine but Ashley there was something I never told you." he says and I look him in the eyes. He gives me a sad smile then sighs. "The doctor started to believe that the reason juliet had so many miscarriages was because my sperm weren't strong enough to actually have the baby live long enough." he says and my eyes go wide.

"Well... you're the only one I've slept with in the last year. You know I realized that the other day. You're the only one I've slept with for a year." I say and he just looks at me then shakes his head.

"Well if it is my kid I'm sorry if you lose it.... You probably will." he says then walks away. My stomach drops as I look around then look at my stomach.

"He better be wrong." I whisper then feel someone put their hand on my shoulder. I look up and se juliet standing there. She gives me a tight lipped smile then sits down from across me.

"J-Juliet! What are you doing here?" I ask nervously and she laughs a little.

"I know what happening. I know that that's Andy's kid. I know how long you've been together. Listen what I wanted to tell you is your kid is going to be fine. I have an ovarian cyst and Andy know that but he'd rather blame himself." she says and I take in a deep breath.

"Listen I'm not mad at you. I don't want you to be mad at me. It's over.... Andy and I have been over for a long time and I actually like you together. Just Andy hasn't been in a good place since it happened... again." she says and I take in a sharp breath.

"What? Again?" I ask grabbing her hand. "When?" I ask and she looks down to the table.

"We lost the baby a week after we got off tour. So... as you were four weeks pregnant I lost the baby at 16 weeks. Remember when I came around for like two days? Even before the end of tour? We tried then." she says and I nod my head. I do remember that. It was no big deal while she was there but now I see it lead to Andy's break down.

That's why he was so mad when I tried to talk to him. He was going through blaming himself for yet another lost child and that's why he wont accept that the child is his. He doesn't want to risk loosing another baby. I take a deep breath then nod my head. I look at Juliet and smile.

"If you ever have a baby it's going to be beautiful like you and you're going to be a great Mom." I say and she laughs a little.

"Thank you and I know for a fact that you're going to be a great Da- Mom? I don't know what you're going to be. I know Tony and Mike's kid calls Tony Mama so... yeah." she says with a light hearted smile on her face. I stand up then walk over to her side of the table. She stands up as well then I pull her in for a hug.

"I never hated you like the fans said I did." I say and she smiles at me.

"I know." 

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