"Oppa, nado saranghae!" You said cheekily to the gorgeous boy beside you. It was your monthly anniversary with him and you have planned the whole day for you & him to spend.
"I love you too, Y/N." His husky voice send shivers to you fragile body.
But that was a few months ago. Taehyung had been cold to you and distant. Being his girlfriend also wasn't an easy matter since his attractive figure always attracts girls that are thousand times beautiful than you.
His personality towards you these days also aren't helping your relationship. It feels like it was forced.
Your relationship starts with dates that are as sweet as caramel macchiato, but now it is about to end with bitterness like expresso and americano. Taehyung used to be the boyfriend material type of guy, but now he's only home when you're asleep and he had also stop replying your texts.
You are tired of this.
Tired of all the waiting, all the forgotten dates, all the lost of feelings.
All you could sense from Taehyung for you was only emptiness.
Maybe it was your fault for not being enough, not beautiful as his ex and as talented as his friends girlfriends.
You're just the dark matter filling those space between the Stars that shone brightly for people to see them.
Maybe you should just ask him why? When? Where did all his feelings go?
Or maybe is it all just a lie?
Or maybe it was only you overthinking?
You glanced lazily to the clock on the wall.
2 AM
"Wow, 2AM and still out, where the fuck is him?" You muttered under your breath.
Click!
You heard the door knob unlocked and opened, signaling somebody's home.
"Where were you?" You gathered all your courage to ask him one simple question.
"Out with the boys." Annoyed huh?
Taehyung stepped away to our bedroom so quickly, Is he avoiding me?
"Tae, we need to talk, now." You said mustering your cowardness. Maybe he would listen.
"I'm tired."
Your heart burns with those words. Am I not important anymore?
"What am I too you?"
Taehyung turns to look at the petite little figure staring into his eyes with sharp eyes. He felt uneasy to be in this situation.
"Can you stop bothering me?"
Your lips curled into a glorious smile, That's the answer.
Your heart is hurting but maybe it was for the best.
"Thank you. I shall leave you and never comeback." You gathered up all your energy to say those words.
"Good for you." Your heart breaks a thousand pieces.
💔💔💔💔
Those word are piercing into your heart. It hurts, it hurts it hurts! Your mind screamed at your heart.
Leave. There's no one anymore waiting for you.
Those voices crept into your unstable mind.
Taehyung was out with his friends again, it was the day after yesterday.
Emotionally drained, the voices that had stop bothering you when you get Taehyung by your side have come back to haunt you.
The voices tell you to hurt people.
Harm yourself.
You are tired.
End this life, nothing matters anymore.
You chuckled at that.
Nothing even matters.
You reach out to your desk to reach the thing that you have promised to never play with again. It had killed your pets and other living things before he came into you sorrow life.
Hey, I missed you. You thought while looking lovingly at the dark weapon.
One shot. One shot is enough to end all the suffering.
You point it into your heart.
Click!
"No, stop!" You smiled lovingly towards the blonde boy who is running to your bloody figure now.
"Please, don't go." Tears were flooding from his deep eyes.
"I love you"
