Notice Me

Visions

I smiled and laughed as I layed in the grass with her again. She made me so happy it felt like my heart was going to burst. We layed there just talking and watching the clouds in the bright blue sky. Then the world around us became black, her beautiful body started to turn into dust as I screamed for her to return. "Wait come back!!" I screamed. But it was too late. She's gone.

I snapped awake in my seat, still seeing black around me from my lack of vision. I could hear the teacher teaching. She didn't notice me faling asleep. But no one really did. My name is Christion, and im a senor in highschool. Last time that I knew I had black shaggy hair i'm lanky. I started loosing my vision as I got older, but the time I was 13 I was compleatly blind. The bell rang and I jumped in my seat. I grabbed my Walking stick and heading out, and waited for my brother inside. He picks me up sence I can't drive. i felt arms go around my shoulder "Hey little bro!" My older brother Jace said to me. helping me walk to the car.. "Oh.. hey" I responded cracking a smile as Iet him lead me to his truck. Our ride home was silent. both of our parents passed away when I was about seven, We were put into foster care untill my brother could live on his own and adopt me back. our house wasen't the best but it wasen't the worst. It was a two story house, a light red color with a small deck in the back yard. We had two dogs, Gypsy And Midnight. both were hald breeds; half wold and half husky. I walked inside and our dogs imietly came up to say hello, I smiled and scrached their head going to my room.

I plopped on my bed sighing and started to day dream again. I though of her. The one girl who haunts my mind. She is so small im afraid to touch her, she might break. I kissed her head as she smiled. Her soft red hair smelt of lavender it was intoxicating.we stood and walked. She was bear foot wearing simple jeans and one of my hoodies. I ran my hand threw my black hair love sick.

"I love you Chrissy.."

I smirked at the nickname..

"Love you too.."

Everything started to fade, she did too. "No! Don't leave please!" I begged as she frounded mouthing 'sorry'.

When my body woke I groaned .I slid out of my warm bed being careful not to fall over. I scratched my chest and walked carefully to my dresser to grab shirts. All my clothing was black so i wouldent look like an idiot when I went to school. I quickly changed and walked out of my room to the kitchen. I knew every little inch in the house so I didn't need my walking stick. I though of her again. Her sent and the feel of her skin. Let me explain the girl. Sence I went blind she appers in my dreams/Day dreams. She had soft black hair with grey eyes. She was so small I was afraid to break her. She started to apper after I became blind. I don't know why or how. She just makes this blind boy happy. I got myself an apple from the counter taking a bite. I didn;t eat much but I was still really healthy. Food just didn't taste the same when you can't see it. I heard footsteps coming down stairs knewing it was my brother right away. "Morning chris" he sid groggy. "morning jace.." I said my voice not filled with emotion.

"need a ride to school?" he asked me as coffee sent hit my nose. "You ask everyday you idiot of course I need a ride" I said bitterly. he just laughed and I took a bite out of my apple in addigtation.

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We reached school and I got out of his truck and walked to the door with my walking cane. I headed inside hearing voices of other students chatting. I walked to my locker witch was on the first floor, all of my classes were on the first floor. My locker had a key lock instead of the combinations because I couldn't see it.

I headed to my first class sitting down right before the class started.

The day dragged on slowly with me either spacing off or reading my brail. I get that my life was somewhat boring but what could I do? I mean, losing your vision at the age of 19 sucks ass.

But I had to learn to live with it, because there's nothing no one could do. But that was fine by me.

I didn't see the world so special as everyone one made it out to be. So the sky was Blue. Oh well, last time i seen the sky was when I was 13, and it didn't look like the pretty blue everyone made it seem. I swear I hate the world. I'm a good kid but I was the one who had to be the freak blind boy at our school. Joy.

I sat in the library during lunch and listen to my music player while I read my brail. I really didn't feel hungry just tired. I continued to read, the book was very interesting about a guy who is a murder but this girl slowly changes him and they spend there lives happily but running from the police. Weird book yeah I know.

The bell rang and I slowly got up putting my books into my bag and grabbing my cane heading to my last class, science. I walked in and the teacher greeted me i just smiled at her and sat in my desk at the back of the room. Once everyone was in the class the teacher started talking about the human body. I inored it sense I have an A in the class. I spaced off and thought about gore and my angel. Who's my angel? Well, for starters she's not really real. I made her up in my mind. Why? because I hate being alone, but I also hate being blind. Oh well I rather be blind and have her, then have sight and not have her.

Her name is Kay, she has long red hair, it almost goes past her knees and covers her body like a blanket. Like I stated before she's tiny if you weighed her she would most likly be less then 120 pound. Her eyes stand out, they are a chrisp  bluish-grey color and they really make her body stand out. She is a shy timid girl, like a baby fox. and I loved her. 

The final bell rang and I got up, heading down the hallway to my locker grabbing out my key to unlock my locker, grabbing my bag then heading to the front doors to meet Jace so I could go home. 

   That night I didn't really do much. I sat around, read and day dreamed about kay. The night went by fast I stayed up but soon passed out around two A.m, I didn't need to get up for school because tomarrow was saterday, so I just slept.