"Wake up" I heard avoice from far away say to me.
"Harper I have something for you" I turned around so my head was laying in my pillow not wanting to wake up yet.
"Come on you need it" I slowly started to recognize the voice as Ethan's which made my eyes shoot wide open. Even though I forgave him there still was a small part of me that didn't trust him.
"What is it?" I asked and looked in his direction. Ethan was standing next to my bed with a little pill and a glass of water.
"I'm not taking whatever that is" I said and layed my head back into the pillow.
"It's an morning after pill so you don't get pregnant" Ethan awkwardly said which made me remember all the memories from yesterday.
I had to take this, whether I trusted him or not. How bad would it be if I actually got pregnant from him? I don't even want to think about it.
"Next time use a condom" I said and grabbed the little pill from him before sticking it in my mouth and swallowing it down with the water he brought me.
Ethan's face slowly turned red as he walked away with the empty glass of water. I smiled to myself and layed my head back in the pillow which did smell a lot like Ethan. Only then I realized that I wasn't laying in my own bed but in Ethan's, he must've layed me in his bed instead of in my own after I fell asleep.
A sigh left my mouth as I stepped out of bed, let's start another day of being bored. I was pretty sure Ethan wasn't going to let me out of the house today.
While making myself ready for the day I thought about what I could do in this house except for sporting, sitting on the roof, watching tv, eating or having sex with Ethan.
And I came to the conclusion that except for that, there was nothing more to do.
I guess I would just go sporting, have a short shower and after that I don't know. But out all of these things I knew for sure that I wasn't going to have sex with Ethan today or any time soon. I needed to keep my distance from him, I was falling for him and I didn't want that to happen.
It sucks that you can't control your feelings towards someone.
What happened to my hate towards him? What happened with the old me who couldn't wait to kill him? The thought of killing him alone made me shiver already. I started caring for this guy more than I should've done, I really was getting frustrated about all of this.
Why did he change? Why did he touch me so gently, and why did he take care of me in my bad moods? I remember the first day we met, both trying to choke and stab each other... We fought like animals, and now we are slowly falling for each other. Crazy how time can change you right?
Even tho I wouldn't mind having a fight with him again, the frustration in me had to come out eventually and what could be a better way than fighting with him?
Ofcourse not with the goal to kill each other but we could have a little competition right?
"Eth!" Did I really just call him Eth? Perfect I was already giving him a nickname...
Not a long time later Ethan came running up the stairs fastly and alarmed.
"Woah there chill down" I laughed at his reaction and putted my mascara back in my makeup bag.
