Okay Let's start... You're the reason I can't sleep, or even eat. Sometimes I don't want to breath,because of you. I just lay in bed pretending I like talking to you, but in reality I'm in such a pain. And even tho I don't want to blame you, I'm. Afraid it's your fault. It feels like my soul is on fire you was my only desire. damn it! You was the only thing I cared about. You was the only thing that made me happy. I thought you would fight until the end for me... But you moved on.. And I hate it. Absolutely hate it. I'm going insane from weeping on my bed while I laugh from hitting walls. I want to say I love you, but I really don't have the balls. Thought you was the one, but I was wrong. Everyone was right, but I was to dumb to listen and now I cry all night. Thinking of you, what it could be.. Loved the connection between you and me.. You still want me.. I know you do.. Oh baby, I'm so done with you.
//SG\\
